I think i am gonna collaps anytime. really... things have not yet been done. so many things waiting for me to do. so many.~ and i am here pretending nothing, everything will be fine~ things will just come and go... no~ it doesn't work that way... i have so many things yet to be completed, and i am simply getting out of hand. this shouldn't be the case... things must be done.

i had not been going to school due to my sickness, illnes... On MC. and ya, miss out really a lot. the fun, the laughter, and ya, the work, the studies....

things just doesn't seems to fall into place properly, everything starts to fall out. I must get out of this situation as soon as possible, really... i must~ or else, it will ba a torture. really.

can i don care you for awhile? let me do what i suppose to do first. settle down with all my stuffs first. i will come back. please don't feel neglaected by this action ya~? i am still here.

I hope i did make the right choice. START ANEW, WHEN I WAKE UP~ I WILL DO IT. I CAN DO IT.~~~~

muackz to you~ to you and to you and to all or you~ ('-*)