wOOt~!

HIGH WOR~! chinese new year..

so many things to do, and so little time, no doubt this year got one more second, but ya, still not enough.. lol

oh ya, time to upload pics..

XD

chinese new year is here~! woot~! high oh.. haha... reunion dinner, ang bao... hahahah...

friday, went to camp. 9am leave le. heheee.. then went to some cohesion at great world city. watch Transpoter 3, some show la... okai okai la. not say very very nice bo. haha..

then evening, meet kiro, terence.. went to shop shop. met jonathan laogong for dinner.. then meet briano awhile.. then go home...

saturday, lol, i slp until 5pm then wake up.. ha. yao xiu loh.... =p then ya. went to orchard, meet jonathan laogong.. pass him some new year deco. after that, met kelvin, briano, kiro, terence, silver for dinner.. nicholas laogong came awhile later... then ya... eat le, me and nic went to meet huichuan, alice.. =D so long nv see them le la... =D

then ya, shop shop and walk walk, then take pics...

then after that meet up the rest at maxwell and went to PLAY. yupp... club club.. then went to larry house to help jonathan laogong dye his hair.. =D

then ya.. now home.. gonna slp soon... later got show at PLAY...

for u:
when the night is dark, i'll be ur light.
when u r out of vision, i'll be ur eye.
when u r out of track, i'm ur path back on track.
when things get out of hand, i am always there.
when u need someone, i'm always one phone call away.

awww.. i miss him so much.. cant stop thinking.. but ya... =) huggsss. slp more ya.. take care..

=)

went to camp in the morning... nothing much la. got things to do. then busy till end of work. went town met nicholas laogong. then went to visit jonathan laogong for dinner.. then saw eugene and group of ppl... then eat le... smoke smoke.. then went to shop shop woth nicholas laogong.

nothing much actually.. then briano and don came to meet us.. smoke, talk cock. ha... nothing much also...

then say bye bye to jonathan laogong, eugene, briano, don, then took train to bishan.. took bus home. yup.. a day jus pass like that...

i miss him actually. =) haha...

okai.. goodnight ya.. huggs. take care all..

=D

itS tIme... let it go. let myself free... all the past and unhappiness... all the waiting and pondering. all the regrets, all the confusion.. =)

think its time le ba... soon will be 22 in june.. holy ****.. lol. so ya... ITS TIME GERL, DARLING OR WAT EVER SHIT... =p

friday... after camp. went to orchard, bought some things to upgrade myself. =p.. don tell u all what. =p

then went over to find jonathan laogong... had dinner with him, then went over to larry's house to play mahjong. haha.. from 10.30pm+ played till sat morning 7am+.. hohoho... then ya.. mids of the mahjong session, jonathan laogong came over, briano came also...

so ya... larry 3am+ still went out to ride bicycle lo.. tolong leh... lol

then ya, morning, rest awhile, 9am+ set of with larry and briano to kino's house... met don there... 10.15am, we started chanting... chantttttttttt till 5pm plus ba.. i 4pm+ buay tahan already... i went to slp... larry, don and briano continued... haha...

p/s: BRIANO~! please ah. chanting huh, don talk can..... lol leh... chant halfway say u wanna sleep already.. then ah... then eye here eye there ah... like not focus like that... lol...

okai... i slp until 8pm+ then went back larry's place to take my things then went back home... prepare awhile then wanted to meet jonathan laogong after his work de.. but then he say no mood.. wanna go home le... =(

so ya, i met nicholas laogong instead.. he also alone.. met him for coffee at cityhall, then we walked to maxwell market... was quite packed.. a lot of ppl lo... haha..

TOO BAD... larry got a flight to catch at 6am+ morning... haha.. going to do show with norris and group at brunei... yup.. happy flying... Buddha and ah neo will bless u k? =)

so ya... went clubbing at PLAY...

pics taken in play by jeramy aka jer mimi.. =p





then yup yup.. after clubbing. sit sit at maxwell... until 5am, went to ave 3, near my house there la, joe, abang, jasper and me... ate prata... play cards... opps... jasper reminded me that i had fish soup and rice right after clubbing. i was like.. opps.lol... =p

then ya, 7am they all went back.. and ya, me here blogging.. =)

TO:

jonathan laogong - take care.. let things happen naturally, maybe sometimes somethings just don happen the way u want it to be.. take it slow? do your best and have no regrets... =D

nicholas laogong - control ur temper please.. u promise me not to be loud if u got drunk. u even shouted at me. @_@ haiz... take care okai?

xiaokel laogong - don need to make things until so tensed up with other ppl ba?still can be friends ba? oh well, maybe i donno wat happened.. but ya.. do what u think is right.. shuaige stead is difficult to find la. =)

alex laogong - take good care~! u have work and school to handle... please catch up on what ever u had lost out. hope u can play and work hard the same time... we will meet up sometimes soon ya? and ya, any help in school work, can come to me. =)

and all laogong, baobei, baby, darling - u all will still have ur beloved joJO (laopo, baobei, baby, darling)

hope chinese new year, things for everyone will get better.. and maybe i can find someone to share all my joy and love with. =D

take care all... =D
huggsss... muackx <33

Change =)

changing..

hope that i'll stay healthy and happy happy all the time.. =D

=p things will just get better.

take care all.. muackx.

=)
was sick yesterday... had mc... so ya. nothing much can say.

when out in the night to meet briano, eugenia and other ppl... then take quite a number of pics with eugenia..



today was equally sick.. but got to go camp, coz instructed by the old woman.. so ya, morning see her, she nv really blow up la, jus very demanding lo.. was shivering the whole day la, so cold... hmmm.. donno is it my curse that come true again.. didnt want her to be there, she 10am not in camp le... hope nothing much really happen with that curse along.. =/

am now at home.. =)

seeing his blog.. didnt had a chance to enjoy with him and share his burden. but to know that he's fine, its good enough already. =/

i'm gonna be fine. ha. jus had chocolate.. think my mood will be better later ba. =)

take care... huggs.

=/

sunday morning... after PLAY, went to Buddha Relic Temple with larry and kenny... Sooooo glam can... then went home..

sunday sleep until 4pm wake up... went to do show with larry at TPY. charity show la.. those old ppl like lo.. did a good deed... but mood wasnt that good.. whole day didnt get his sms or call.. not even 1.. hmm... miss him like crazy..

came home around 11pm.. online.. but he's not there.. oh well.. what to do.. went to slp lo.

wake up.. went to camp.. was thinkin bout him lo.. keep thinkin thinkin, then finally a sms came.. say that he's sick.. wah.. so worrying.. almost wanna take urgent leave to see him can... haiz.
after camp went larry house, meet alex and larry.. went to changi aloha chalet do show.. then jus reach home lo..

finally see him online.. know that he's at home.. he's fine.. ya.. its a blessing.

take good care everyone.. hugs

=)

its the weekend...

this weekend.. didnt see him at all. =( am a bit sad... but ya. =)

went PLAY.. nothing much.. not much ppl there too..

sat actually got chance to meet him de... but got mahjong with stanley, qi en and dragg.. so forgo the meeting with him.. if he's mine, then different... no matter what, i'll meet him de.. =)

oh well...

I MiSS yOu.

take care.. huggs

=s

08 Jan 09...

2 days ago... am feeling abit uneasy..
yesterday felt a bit left out..
today.. i miss someone..

haha... contradicting feeling. =.=

okai... today went to camp.. then do some area cleaning.. then, celebrate one of camp mate ord.. then ya, went out eat Botak Jones, then ya, took halfday leave. went town accompany briano. then ya, meet alvin, weiwei, don and nicholas... oh ya, went to see jonathan laogong work also..

so ya, then ya, went to eat.. then ya, miss someone soooooooooooooooo much... didnt hugg someone, feel so uneasy.. haha... **am i thinking too much? oO?

oh well...

we aint an item... neither here nor there... sometimes am so afraid that one day, he jus hv no feel for me and kiss a last goodbye and "i think the feel for u, its jus friend." ha... that's it...! pENgzzZZ... faint lo i tell u... but i told him not to hesitate to tell me, if at any point of time, if he thinks that, we aint suitable, we will jus be fren. =)

so ya... see.. contradicting again. =.=

watever it is.. take care all.. and ya.. misses.

useless me.. =(

felt like slapping myself... i only can stand there, pleading for chance. what is this!

seeing him with that sight, holding on to him, where he was shivering... it really hurts. and i can jus do nothing. how am i gonna protect him in the future.. lets not talk bout future.. NOW. i cant do a thing.

i am feeling kinda down. hope tmr things can better..

take care... huggs

=D

its gonna be monday again... =( so sian... haiz... another 9 more months.. jia you~!

today.. woke up at 7pm.. ya.. didnt go for chanting due to briano not free, got to do project.. so didnt went for chanting...

so ya.. woke up. then went to bedok meet kelvin for dinner.. FINALLY, got to eat my TANG YUAN~! actually also finally, got to eat dinner alone with him la.. it may be simple meal, but i still treasure this very little moment... wooo.. its nice lo.. er, both TANG YUAN and "date" lol..

so ya... had BAK CHOR MEE soup.. first time having that... lol.

ha.... was nice today... a lot of things jus go thru my mind today... really quite a lot.. hope things jus go right..

huggss.. muackx.

take care all...

-.-

first~ let me blog something sickening... which happened on the second day of the brand NEW year...

3.30pm, a call arrived, "hello.. what u doing now?"
i replied, "oh.. nothing much lo, why leh?"
he said,"nothing la, wanna ask you some questions only."
i said," okai..so ya? wat?"
he asked,"erm, u like Sins Chocolate is it because of me?"
i replied,"eh.. some of it yes, but because nice to eat ma, u intro to me de ma..."
he said, "oh okai.. then is it because of me then u like and start to drink chysenthemum white tea?"
i said," no ah.. i like it way before i know u loh.."
he said,"orh ok, then nothing le.."
i asked," why leh... where u now? so free ah?"
he replied,"i with my booyyyfriend now."
i answered,"orh kkk... enjoy okai? take care ba."
his reply," ya, of coz i will enjoy, i'll sure enjoy."

NIN NAU HIAH~!!! u think very highly of urself hor? like a few things, oh is because of u ah? ya, wat u trying to prove? u make great impact on ppl? huh? or wat? SUAY JI~!

was only trying to ask u enjoy great times with boyfriend, why must u reply until ssssooooooo sacasticly? -.- elloz.... i am ur ex leh.. u hao lian wat... okai la, fair enough la, u nv love me... but ya, NIN NAU HIAH~! DU LAN~ *&^%$#$%^&

okai~~~ back to real life. ha. =p

sleep intil 7pm wake up yesterday. then prepare prepare went to meet briano, eugene and nicholas laogong at outrum park mrt station.. we went to visit eugenia at SGH, Singapore General Hospital... u had gastric infection i think.. hmmm... reached there around 8.45pm, haha.. she didnt expect us to visit her.. but ya... PLEASE TAKE CARE eugenia...

10pm, we left for maxwell.. meeting kelvin, kiro and terence.. going for dinner... we went to eat chicken rice... was a nice meal... =) its located at next to chinatown complex.

then its around 11 or 11.30 le... ya, went back maxwell, met larry... then chit chat, 12.30am went in PLAY... kiro cant go. oh ya, we went Tabs take chop first.. kiro can go.. haha..

so ya, we went PLAY, kiro alone.. ya lo..

then after "When I Grow Up", we went out find kiro. awww.. before went out, i still had a cup of Martell with ice... lol...

so ya, was high. then went Tabs. 2nd time in my life.. lol... briano now smart liao la, know how to use kelvin to ask me do thingsss... lol.. but its okai la.. all happy happy ma.. =) awww, i like wat i said on the way to Tabs in the back alley, "i'll be your light through the darkness~" lol, like so drama lo. dortsss...

3am, went back to PLAY, kiro still cant get in.. so ya, club for last hour, then went maxwell.. eat~! yeah.. so hungry la me.. haha... kelvin eat le need to go terence house le.. coz also donno wanna do wat in maxwell, coz he cant go home. =/ then ya, he gotta leave with kiro, terence and jim lo.. hmm... so fast, only see him for like so short period of time... lol.. in fact already 7 hours.. =p

but ya.. miss him lei.

then yup... 7am, i took mrt back home... chat chat with mommy, then make breakfast for mommy and daddy... oh ya.. today their 26th anniversary.... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOMMY AND DADDY~!!!!! muackx muackx..


take care all.. its time to rest.... haiz.. cant see him so often le when he sch reopens. =(

huggss.. take care.. tata

(-.-)

awww... so sleepy..

friday. went to camp in the morning, tired~! then ya, a lot of things to do leh..
then after camp, came home, bathe... then went to meet kelvin, kiro and terence... lol
so funny la.. i was talking on the phone with jonathan laogong, then i board the wrong bus.. then i so paiseh to alight, and also nvm, 61 got reach aljunied then i can take train... so ya, talk and take bus lo... ask him come out hor, so many excuses leh.. wat wanna watch little noyna.. lol, wanna see the duaji got stroke... =.= then i ask him go cineleisure watch, he say don want, mary got cook...
tired leh... don come out lo.. wat can u say more...
p.s, mary is jonathan laogong's mommy. =p

okai lo.. so ya, alighted at aljunied took mrt then change then yup, arrived at orchard... walk one round cineleisure.. ya, called kiro, he nv answer, then call terence, HE SAYS, WE AT BUGIS LEH., WANNA COME FIND US? O.O~!

STUNNED... kelvin say go town.. then ya, okai lo.. bugis.. er, after aljunied station, kallang, then lavender, then bugis... BUGIS~! okai loh.. ya..mmm okaI.. ya. lol....

then okai loh... i took a bus to bugis lo.. we walk walk bugis street. then i was hungry.. so they accompany me eat lo... FOODCOURT A LOT OF PPL... no choise. mcdonalds.. wenze called, eh? briano on the phone.. lol. ask me wanna play mahjong. wenze got kar(leg).. ya.. so okai.. after comfirming, 9.30pm got to reach wenze house.

was 8.30, i called nicholas laogong, he said he was at bugis when i left house.. guess where was he? lol... CLARK QUEY.. omg.. why today all mixed up places ah? o.O?

so ya.. ask him don come meet us la.. so ya, 9pm, went to the bus stop...kiro and terence donno wanna go where, kelvin going with me, so ya... think think think liao, miss a few buses, but then ya, all go wen ze house.. lol.... can see kiro a bit sian-ed la.. but ya... togetherness la... nothing to do in town also, maxwell.. erm, tired la hor.. later going also. =p

so ya...reached wen ze's house.. yup, agreed with wenze he play DONG, NAN, i play XI and BEI.
played 3 POK. lol...

okai... so play play play... eh... nicholas laogong came with eugene... lol... like gathering like that.

so ya... the others were like obsess with facebook, pet society.. lol... so they also play play play.

kelvin got to leave early... hmm.. 4am ba, he, kiro and terence left... he cant wait any longer le, coz ask him to wait, got win money ma, then can let him take cab... but ya.. he only took $2 from my wallet... =.=

but ya... huggss huggss... got win k, nv let u down.. lol.

ya.. then after that, me and wenze half half the money won.. then we decided to go downstairs eat... yup... went downstairs. ermmmm, all CLOSE.. lol

then we order mcdonalds on the way back wenze house.. so ya... had breakfast.. watch movie, then ya, 6.30am, me, eugene and nicholas laogong went home... =)

home sweet home..

muacks.. miss ya. take care all...

=D HAPPY NEW YEAR


yeah... its the new year again.... =)

yesterday was the eve... went to Guang Ming San for prayers, walk walk, countdown... lol. very special right? temple countdown... i met jonathan lao gong and larry first then went to bishan... then met briano... we went to S11 for dinner... then slowly one by one come.. kiro, eugene and boy. then eugenia, kelvin, terence, adrain, mac... haha.. so we set off to the temple... took bus there... then stanley met us there too...

then we walk walk, see see look look.. lol.. after that, eat eat, oh ya, there got sell food, vegetarian one la.. lol.. so ya, later, me, briano and jonathan laogong went for he prayers inside one of the hall, The Great Compassion Hall. =)

after the 108 sound of bell , chanting start... then 1am plus, ended.. lol, then cut short la.. =.=

okai.. after that, eugenia left for clark quey... mac, eugene and boy, stanley went home... the rest of us decided to go larry's house, to cook and hav some steamboat kinda thing...

so ya... set off..

then reach larry's house... went ntuc fair price.. buy things... then ya... went up, COOK.... =)

half way, after eating, briano went to wenze house, coz wenze drunk. lol.. haiz... briano stress la...

then we watch tv, until 7am... go home~! oh, jonathan laogong sleep there ba... kelvin and adrain went kiro's house. terence went home.

reach home..... awwwwwww... my bed... SLEEP~! of coz got bathe first la.. lol.. =p

until 8pm then wake up for dinner... 9pm watch little nonya.. like so feeling la the show.. but ending soon le la... haha.

then ya... mommy gave me eat hashima... hahhaha... so nice.. then stil gave me a key chain..




lol la... COACH one.... lol.. her christmas present by one of her office ppl la....

briano called ask wanna go st james. lol... SLEEP la briano... =p

goodnight all... hugss

take care..... i so miss u...