Just awhile ago... someone mentioned your name. =/

i really still miss you.. after so long... the feeling is always deep down at the bottom of my heart.
why must thing happen the way it is today.. i don't wanna lose you. impulsive me at that point of time. but you will still leave me when time comes i guess...

how are you? =)
hope things are fine for you.
will you take me out for my birthday..? i reserved the day for you... i really did.

love...
a difficult word to explain.

Regards,
Jojo

Hi...

How are things going? After a few hours out on the street, i felt much better.
Things doesn't seem as bad.

But somehow, hearing people talk about work, being rich, buying this buying that, makes me sound as if i am a fool. quit my job, left with $20, lingering around... seriously, i felt like a fool... =(

i am okai... seem fine.. but i hurts like a pinch on the skin.

what can i do? hope the steward thing goes well.. i really hope. =(

love me...

i felt much better flaring things out on my blog... life goes on.. just hope that things would be fine...

one day... just one day. just wait for one day... =)



huggs~!!! <3

haiz... really.

DEPRESSED TO THE MAX.. =(

what is it that i do wrong that make me the state i am i now~!?

it's worst that dying seriously.. at least when someone die, there's attention drawn to them.. but no eyes are on me... omg... how can i live at this kind of state. =.=

really... a lot of image passed through my mind.. and oh well... just depressed.

There was once, someone told me this: You will be lonely soon after.
I was thinking... will i? never will i, and i will never feel this way. what i have is myself.

But come to think of it... i am quite a loner. No true friends, no foes..

When everyone treat you as the Earth, this is when the loniness starts.

Who can i share with when i am happy?
Who can i turn to when i am sad?
Who can i seek help when i am in need?

Is this what the Earth is feeling?

People used up all they want... They need your help, they ask from you. When they are sad, you are the one there.. But when they are happy.. They forget you. Clean from their mind.

Suddenly felt very useless. Age of 24, currently not working. No say in things. Know things half past six. Always thinking that the World is just so awesome, so beautiful, full of life, full of hope... internally, who knows what i'm really thinking? i am a very emotional person.. seriously emotional. but i appear not to be... who knows? who cares?

I am sad.. really sad.. i don't know what am i going through now... i seriously don't.
Who can i turn to...? Who can i depend on? who can give me an answer to life?

the emo Jojo is back...