Do I look like a slut that goes around hugging and kissing people~? Very funny isn't it~?

I called Teo ShaoWei because he was sick and was just actually to ask whether he was okai~

Then, he don't seem sick at all. He asked me to change my "flirtacious" traits... I was like, huh~? what are u talking about.~? Well, he ask me to avoid hugging and kissing people. Someone won't like it. Now who the hell is that person~? I don't go around hugging and kissing people seriously. ShaoWei said that there were prove that i did that. And also said that the person don like to be hug and kiss~

Why can't that person come straight to me and tell me these things~? Well, it doesn't really matters to me, but then i just can't stand the way he speaks. He aslways thinks that what he says counts and is always right and we ought to listen. But then, i am those who don't like to be command...

Who the hell are you~? Don't like to be hug~? Tell me... Teo Shao Wei said that you are High Profile, everyone knows you~ But who are you~?

haha~ nvm... haha... saddened...

k lah~ just come straight to me and tell me lah~ haiz~ haha

Miss Dear so much~ muackz~

Today~~~ 22rd January 2007. Oh happy day.... not very happy. Generally happy ba.

Okai~ today. Didn't sleep well, or should i say, never sleep at all~? ya... cause i need to prepare for Financial Planning Test. But it seems like, effort doesn't pay. I did study, but is like didn't study at all when u see the question paper~!!!

So, ya, deverstated~ haiz~~!

But then, after that, Huda and me went Funan IT mall, we had our student buffet at Sakae Sushi... haha~ yup~! was so full... As usual, the place was empty and only the 2 of us...

After sushi, Dear called me and we decided to meet up as we were quite near each other. Dear was at Suntec with friends and i was with Huda at Funan. So, we met up and, guess what~? Another box of Sins Chocolate... Told Dear not to buy as we can save up more for our travelling... haiz~~~



Then Dear and me went to Chinatown, and bought Pineapple tarts... Then we walk walk around, then we when to Jing Jing, our usual dessert shop for dessert... Then Chuanwei called and ask me whether will i be going down to Marina Square to meet him, Benedict, WeiJie and LiTong. Then i wonder awhile~~ haha... Then Valentino called, ask whether am i going down to meet him and Zeke.... haha~~~ busy me~~

Then finally decided, meet the group with more people~~~

So, Dear and i walked to Outrum Park MRT, and we said BYe ByE there~ and ya... need to wait for friday to come...

Yup~ Then i went to Marina Square to meet Chuanwei,WeiJie, Benedict and LiTong... And we went to The Esplanade, and ya, sit there, chit chat. ya... So, around 11pm, we left that place. Benedict and I decided to walk to Outrum Park MRT station. SO yup, we did walked toward that direction. But we did not reach the station as Benedict wanted not to reach home so early you see~ so yup, i lead him to Tanjong Pagar road... Then i told him, that is Maxwell Market, blah blah blah, then where is Chuanwei's office, where is WhyNot, where is Taboo, where Tantric is located and where to take bus.

We took bus 80 and yup, i alighted first and i need to cross the bridge in order for me to walk back home... so on the bridge, i saw this cat~~~WHITE CAT... so cute...



kk~ then walked home.... and yup, bathe and ya, chat, blog... so ya, did took a few pics at chuanwei's office 3 days ago~? i think so...





"HIAO" hor?~ nvm... haha... i got even worst picture. but that will be secret~ (^_^) wanna see, log in MSN and ya, maybe i will let you see?~ haha...

kk~ miss ys DEAR~~~ muackz~

It's been so long since I've blogged.

This few weeks, people came and went off. People leave and people stay.
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This few weeks, it has been so fast. End of year examination is round the corner. And what am doing is not up tp standard. I should be studying. But then, it seems like i am avoiding everything and hidding away many things. I know it shouldn't be this way, but then again, i am scared. I don't have the courage and strength to do things...

Treasury, Banking Law, Financial Planning, International Trade Financial Documentation and Psycology. I don think i can handle them all... Especially Treasury... i am so stressed over it. I had been attending the lesson. Financial Planning also, Banking Law, ITFD, Pysco... argh~!!!!!

I was sick, and still sick now. Old problems gone, new problems come. Coughing and coughing non-stop. When can i recover? Problems, when can it all coma to an end?

I think i lost a friend today. It's the first time that he say he hates me... I don't know over what, but then all i did was just wanting to cheer him up... It ended a quarell and that's it, we stopped chatting...

Many things happened, and i think, i've really change a bit.

Hmmm... love ya.

I was so fed up with someone yesterday~ so damn fed up lah~~~~ argh~!

Well~ I am okai after that coz when i post "I and so damn pissed off, u knnbccb, etc ect..." in MSN, so many people came and ask me and talk to me~ ask me not to angry lah, ask me what happened~

And i am scared of replying same things over and over again~ so ya, finally, i changed to ,"i am okai liao~" so ya... the okai liao... then got one idiot ask me, "so fast okai liao ah?" hahaha...

Nevermind bout that le~

I suddenly felt so lost leh~ Suddenly.

Hmmm~~~ iS it me or wat~?

I feel so out of place... people around me are like changing~? or am i just too sentitive~?

I never had this feeling before~ It's jus too overwhelming...

Things had changed 12 years ago~ It's not that i blame someone or somethings that happened, it's just that decision made then had made me what i am today.

Sometimes i feel so helpless... i feel so sick and restless.

I don't like this feeling.

Why is it like that? I did make myself clear. Is it not clear enough?

"Since that day, i don't give a fu*k anymore!" , "Becareful of him, he's a flirt." , "That is not what i deserve."

Can see that i have not change abit... Well~ let me talk about today.

Nothing much, went to ervin's house, and he cut my hair.

Then met Xuanming. We went to the saloon and he had his hair cut.

after that, we went to Xin Wang Cafe. And we had our dinner settled.

Ya. that's all for today.

Haiz~ why old people still wanna fight over small things~? i mean, i find it small loh~ i don see it's big things loh...

My granny is nagging and nagging over money~~~ MONEY ah... haiz~ root to all evil...

really loh... fancy now~ age 72, fighting over matters with her age 77 sister. woah~~!!! old cat fight~! fun right~? haiz...

then still, fight with her age 50+ niece.... woah~~~ quarre loh~ fun right~?

why huh~? Not i wanna say lah hor~~~ going into grave liao lah~ want to bring to hell and fight again lah~~~

Now say wat~ don wanna be sister with her sister~ woah~~ sister and sister fighting.

so how~? next time, who die first, who will go to whose funeral~? ahahaha.... funny right?~ think think think...

also donno lah hor~~~ then i give her a example~ next time i fight with my brother, ask her don stop me~~~ coz she is the example~ hahaha.... aiyo~~~ she still say about last time with her niece de, eh wat, "last time, i carry her ah, when she is old, married liao, no money, i lent her $200~!, that time is BIG money loh~~!"

then still got what she say bout her sis, "erm, i nv give her $100 to ur husband ah, u also don have today ah~!"

ahahah~~~ nvm lah~! aiyo~~~ non-stop music... haha... nice music~ la lalala... lala... haha...

how~? still talking leh~~~ aiyo.......... how?~?~?~?~?~?
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okai~! don talk bout that le... yup~ 30th dec, me and mommy and granny went to sentosa for dinner. granny's grand niece wedding dinner... so means, granny's sister's son's daughter. so is like will see her sister loh~~~ haha... that is when all started, i mean the nagging...

okai bout that~ kk... now i wanna post pic. heehee... me and mommy...




yeah~~~~~ seee~~~~ me and mommy~! muackz~
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but you all know what~? come to think of it~ granny and and grand aunt is not first time fighting le... but the most recent one which started around 2-3 years ago was cause by me lah hor~ so... hahaha.... nvm lah... see old ppl fighting also good, u all know why?~

coz will stimulate them. will make them live on, outlive each other, see who can fight till the end, then also bring back their memories, then they will be senile so soon... hahah~~~~ seee.. what a good grandson am i~? don't u agree~?

muackz~