Wednesday, January 03, 2007,
Hmmm~~~ iS it me or wat~?
I feel so out of place... people around me are like changing~? or am i just too sentitive~?
I never had this feeling before~ It's jus too overwhelming...
Things had changed 12 years ago~ It's not that i blame someone or somethings that happened, it's just that decision made then had made me what i am today.
Sometimes i feel so helpless... i feel so sick and restless.
I don't like this feeling.
Why is it like that? I did make myself clear. Is it not clear enough?
"Since that day, i don't give a fu*k anymore!" , "Becareful of him, he's a flirt." , "That is not what i deserve."
Can see that i have not change abit... Well~ let me talk about today.
Nothing much, went to ervin's house, and he cut my hair.
Then met Xuanming. We went to the saloon and he had his hair cut.
after that, we went to Xin Wang Cafe. And we had our dinner settled.
Ya. that's all for today.
8:59 PM