Sunday~ wat had i done~? oh ya... woke up at 4.30pm, and i ate Char Kway Tiao and (Mi Jiang Kway) Pancake with peanut... Then was 5.30pm.. so i went to meet Michelle at Hougang Mall for dinner, coz michelle was working as Samsung promoter there every weekend. Then my Er Zi (Ben Chor) and nicholas came to join us too. argh~ actually family gathering de loh.



That day, ErZi was quite slow with stuffs and replied things that me and michelle cant even understand... haha~ well... i think he was bothered by some stuff ba~ then ya, after that, michelle went back to work, me ErZi and nic, we set at somewhere near Hougang MRT station, chat a bit, then around 8pm~? nic donno go where, ErZi went Serangoon Gardens, Chomp Chomp to meet shuhui they all ba~? haha... donno..



So, alone, i walked to to BingYu's block, and ya, was 8.10pm, and i slept at the void deck for like 10 mins coz he is not at home? then i woke up and walked to the near by Cheers! outlet to get myself a pack of Ruffles' Chedar and sour cream, and a Pokka White Chysenthemen tea.. halfway eating, got a phone call~ daddy asked me wanna join him, mommy and popo for dinner at hougang plaza... then ya, michelle 9pm release from work~ so i met her again, and went to BingYu's house to eat Kong Bar Pau (Pork Bun)...



and ya, so we went home after that. Then when i reached home, and was like 12am plus~ Then i chat with kenneth, fiona, brandon and michelle over the phone. then i think 2am, boyfriend (Cai Cai~ a straight guy) ask me go for supper lah... with Ah ling and Jeslyn... so, i took a can down to Ang Mo Kio to meet them... and ya, we ate prata and i waited till 6.30am, first bus home... and i slept at 8am...



oh~ this are pics of Cai Cai~~~


people not photogenic, but very handsome in real life. woah~


















and so, i woke up at 2.10pm (MONDAY), and i am suppose to meet Michelle and Huda for sushi at city hall~ hahah... was late... but well, everyone was... heehee... so ya~ we ate sushi buffet, and michelle complained that i had been eating since the day before...






me and michelle~

so ya... I TELL U HOW~ I VERY PEK CHEK. STUPID INTERNET~ I TYPED WAT I HAD DONE FOR 3 DAYS DE LIAO, THEN STUPID INTERNET GOT DISCONNETED... DON WANNA BOG LIAO LA~ KNS

NVM, TUESDAY IS GO PLAY MAHJIONG THEN GO K BOX, SLACK WITH ERZI AND SHUHUI AT SERANGOON NORTH... THEN THIS IS ERZI BREAKFAST,






THIS IS ERZI LEARNING TO USE CHOPSTICK, EEYER, HE USE CHOPSTICK SO AJ DE.

SO WENT HOME AT 8AM, SLP AT 9, WORK UP AT 3, PLAY MAHJIOMG AT BINGYU HOUSE, WITH MICHELLE AND JIAHAO, 8PM, ASK ERZI WANNA EAT DINNER, HE SAY MEET FRIEND LIAO.. SO ME AND MICHELLE WENT TO EAT BUDGET DE. OKAI~ COME HOME LIAO.... STUPID INTERNET. OKAI. FINISH AT LAST~ KNS.

MUACKZ~

haiz~~ u also cry liao... u 3 ah~ buay ta han.... wat 3 of u are crying about~? ahahah, crying over man~ alamak leh... 1 is at hougang mall, 1 is over the phone, the next one is at whynot. i tell u~ i got worst situation than u all 3 lah hor... then now here got some problems too... hmmm... donno how long i can take it also... in total, i had consoled 4 person in 1 day... woah~ cool...

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yesterday slipped out to go whynot. coz i scared got something happened. and ya, somethings did happened. then club finish liao, HP also low batt....

hope nothing goes wrong in the future, is his world liao... letting him free from my heart... good right... yesh~! i will...

really leh... seriously, there are lots of things happening, or say happened.... things are going too fast, till a pace that i almost cant catch up...

there are something, someone, somehow, somewhere that is haunting me.i want to free myself from that... i really want to... but then, really free from it... i wont be appearing already, lusted87 will be closed also... the only things left will be friendster and blog...

HOW~? anyone wanna tell me~?

nvm lah. i can handle this. (^_^)

bye~ muackz~

oh my god~~~~ oh my... i am shivering loh.

shit~!

Things are getting out of hand... Many things and going wrong~ Sometimes i jus donno what to do seriously. Sorry, but if i have to say all your names out, sorry k. if someone ever see this, it's wat all on today~ k~?

I saw him cried for the first time. I donno what's going on, but then, he seems that he is trying to cry out for a long time already... he only enter this small little circle not too long ago... why must he suffer so much in it... sometimes it's so heartbreaking to see things happening around him, and i cant do much to help. sometimes things u jus have to tell me directly, and not wanting people to convey all the things to me. i don want salk and pepper inside.

And, i heard her cried over the phone for the first time as well... it was so depressing... We all know you have ur problem, so do other people. one thing that is right is, they have their life to live. as wat i say too, we only can watch and see... no one ask u out, then don go out. sian.. wat can u do, slack at mac alone, go downstairs walk walk, watch tv or slp... that's wat i do..

And you~! sometimes i also donno wat to say lah, u also got urself into this kind of situation. sometimes, use some consoling words, things may be jus different. don think too much le lah... u say u will be next to come crying to me... haiz... u ah... don do things stupidly ah~ think twice before u do.

3 of u... are friends... i don wanna see u all shouting and fighting with each other u know... take care k...
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now~ TAI ZI TUA TIAO... haiz... family problem... haiz...

take care all...

Sad...

So many things happened so unexpectedly... sometimes it jus wears me out... thinking of it, did i not do enough, come to say, people may think that i am doing wrong... so many things... haiz..

Someone says that he will grow up. Hope he will.

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u know wat. it hurts somehow to see them both together. I can face one on one with either one of them, but i jus cant face both of them together... i said that i am okai. yes i am okai, but sometimes when it's quiet, dark and alone... wooh~ that feeling came back at an instant.

i wanna be free from all these. maybe it's the first time that it lasted for so long~? maybe i really did put my heart and soul into it~? maybe ba.

argh~ stomachache.... argh~ everytime like that. see them 2 or hear, argh~ pain on the stomach... it jus makes me wanna go toilet... eeyer... i almost went to the toilet that day i had show... then quite a few people came i told me at back stage, i was like, erm, stop it, i know liao, don say liao, i will go toilet~ hahaha... so wrong la, but really...~

hmmm~ wish u all happiness ba. (^_^).

yoz~ it's me... so early lah today... not even 10am i woke up liao... smart right~? can sleep some more don slp, wake up and donno do wat~ wat is this~?

haha...~ so many pics lah hor recently... all from grad ball that night, 26 feb outing and thursday show de... but then thursday show de, don blog better, later not 7 mth, u all will see ghost liao~ ahaha...

26 feb is monday i suppose? ahaha... okai, what ever la... got pics.

so ya... we played bowling, pool and ate at cafe cartel... is at marina square.. i was late, so i only had dinner and played bowling...

me and huizhen act cute at the bowling centre














yup~ this is the pic, after we ate at cartel~ hafiz and rand left early... so, 7 or us ate... and ya, i asked the service attendant to take a pic, yup... and thanks to yang yang, my good little "sister"~ for reducing the bill of $102.98 to $96.00~ woot~ tor zair sai le wor... hello so ya... girl

okai... it's thursday that night... well... everyone was happy... i suppose... and ya... took lots and loads of pics, well, cant blog everything...

light too bright... edit like wat like that...








spot the diferences~? ahhaha....





then we went to dbl O to club... zouk have some private function, mos i think got a lot of ppl or wat i donno... then we went to dbl O loh... not nice de... ahha~ but then alcohol cheap cheap sell.. woot~~ haha... this was after that where all half gone... especially darren.. lost~ ahah... kidding.



then we went macdonals


this is in the cab





then when to huda house void deck


then got meow meow mi~ me and darren when only.. 2 broke guys.. haha... and we ordered mac~ ahaha...







this is meow meow mi BF~ ahaha

hahah~ i took lots of pics with huda, and ya, she said it make her felt BHB~ wat is this~? huda... i like to take pics ma~~~ cannot stop me one okai~? next time i will flood ur cam with my pics again k~? muackz.

okai okai~~ bye. heehee

Should i just do nothing~? should i go up and do something~? or should i just wait for things to happened~?

am i too fast or are u too slow~?

there is something i only tell u and not the others. does that make u special enough~?

u had done so much, is that jus simply a friend to a friend thing?~

am i jus too sensitive or wat~? jus too zi zhou duo qing~?

someone~! tell me something~?

chey~~ now tat i blog liao~ soong liao~~~ haha

hmmm~ so hungry...

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today, i mean, yesterday... went out with leejie. met her at 3pm at clark quay. ate long john sliver. then walk around at the Central. then... wat we did ah... oh ya~ we took train to seng kang, Compass Point, we ate swensen's ice cream. so sinful...

but then nvm... then ya, went back home. then actually not going down to whynot de, then got ppl say at whynot, then me rush down lah hor... then found nobody there, then thought got cheated.. then sian sian there... today whynot also very sian... was so down, also donno why. then i saw Leon... my "laogong". so happy to see him.

then 2am, saw this group of ppl. finally leh... they are here... was so happy... then time jus seem to move so fast, 4am liao... haiz... then ya... all go home le... alone at maxwell market. suddenly jus feel so out of place... everything jus seems so far away, out of reach. come and go...

then when was about to leave that loner place... saw someone so familiar, ah zai, jeff... such a long time nv see him le... he offered to send me back... so sweet. suddenly felt that was noticed and ya, someone actually care...

i wanna get out... find someone and ya, out of that loner place... don wanna appear there. but how ever could i~? haiz...nvm...

things will jus work out...

bye bye~ i think i should jus give up...

It's almost 1 month since i had blogged. haha~ that's long. Many things happened. Broke up, do show, meet new friends, go K box, got a crush on someone, went cineleaisure almost everyday, mahjiong, so on~

Last wednesday, broke up with QiEn.. should i say bleassing or wat~? confused~... i was so stressed up then by the thursday show. Becoz, on that wednesday, i don even know wat am i suppose to do on thursday and i have so many people coming to see me on thursday and there i am, JAM~ haiz... and also with the breaking up. hmmm...

come thursday~ show start, opening, then 1 more item... haiz, then no more liao... i was like so pai sey~! so many ppl came down to support me and there i give them that kind of performance... haiz....

After the show, huda, darren, hui juan, eric and me, we went to cine k box. we sang till 6am in the morning, then went home.

i forgotten wat happened on friday~ then saturday went ner ner house play mahjiong then went whynot with ben ben, ner ner and na na~ hahaha...

then sunday was mahjiong at my place i think~ then i forgotten so many things liao lah~~ haha..''

then ya~ so many things.... ahahaha... okai okai okai okai~ so many things.. wanna see me performe~? haha.... come to whynot~ haha... every thursday.. 10pm... (^_^)

Heehee~~~ spoiled watch~! thank u.