Sad...

So many things happened so unexpectedly... sometimes it jus wears me out... thinking of it, did i not do enough, come to say, people may think that i am doing wrong... so many things... haiz..

Someone says that he will grow up. Hope he will.

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u know wat. it hurts somehow to see them both together. I can face one on one with either one of them, but i jus cant face both of them together... i said that i am okai. yes i am okai, but sometimes when it's quiet, dark and alone... wooh~ that feeling came back at an instant.

i wanna be free from all these. maybe it's the first time that it lasted for so long~? maybe i really did put my heart and soul into it~? maybe ba.

argh~ stomachache.... argh~ everytime like that. see them 2 or hear, argh~ pain on the stomach... it jus makes me wanna go toilet... eeyer... i almost went to the toilet that day i had show... then quite a few people came i told me at back stage, i was like, erm, stop it, i know liao, don say liao, i will go toilet~ hahaha... so wrong la, but really...~

hmmm~ wish u all happiness ba. (^_^).