Should i just do nothing~? should i go up and do something~? or should i just wait for things to happened~?

am i too fast or are u too slow~?

there is something i only tell u and not the others. does that make u special enough~?

u had done so much, is that jus simply a friend to a friend thing?~

am i jus too sensitive or wat~? jus too zi zhou duo qing~?

someone~! tell me something~?

chey~~ now tat i blog liao~ soong liao~~~ haha

hmmm~ so hungry...

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today, i mean, yesterday... went out with leejie. met her at 3pm at clark quay. ate long john sliver. then walk around at the Central. then... wat we did ah... oh ya~ we took train to seng kang, Compass Point, we ate swensen's ice cream. so sinful...

but then nvm... then ya, went back home. then actually not going down to whynot de, then got ppl say at whynot, then me rush down lah hor... then found nobody there, then thought got cheated.. then sian sian there... today whynot also very sian... was so down, also donno why. then i saw Leon... my "laogong". so happy to see him.

then 2am, saw this group of ppl. finally leh... they are here... was so happy... then time jus seem to move so fast, 4am liao... haiz... then ya... all go home le... alone at maxwell market. suddenly jus feel so out of place... everything jus seems so far away, out of reach. come and go...

then when was about to leave that loner place... saw someone so familiar, ah zai, jeff... such a long time nv see him le... he offered to send me back... so sweet. suddenly felt that was noticed and ya, someone actually care...

i wanna get out... find someone and ya, out of that loner place... don wanna appear there. but how ever could i~? haiz...nvm...

things will jus work out...

bye bye~ i think i should jus give up...