bEautiful nightmaRe... yes... nightmare can be beautiful. no flause at all... the nightmare is hunting everynight...

whY can't go on~? sadden. but welll... donno lah. byee bye

take care. muackz.

hey... what a sad night... he is at my house. it's happy yet saddening... a hug makes me wanna cry. stupid me... cry donno how many time for that person le... sleeping so soundly on the sofa...

here i am heartbroken... is like, his body is here, his person is here, but he belongs to someone else now... is like, i donno how to say lah... hmmm... jus feel a little sad.

he's a jerk you know. but people still cry over him. aper jer... haiz.... nothing did happened. people thot we will lay or wat. no, we didn't... it's good to see him faithful. oh well, i hope so.

hmmm....

alright.. did lots of house chores today. then 1.05am, met him. then had mcdonald's. then came back. ya... check his friendster and watever stuff dealing with internet, and ya... 4am, he is slping...

think, that's all for today.

bye.. take care. muackz...

I SO PEK CHEK~! GOT ONE STUPID IDIOT ATE MY HAAGAN-DAZS COFFEE FLAVOUR ICE CREAM AND MY POST STRAWBERRY CORNFLAKES.... HE FINISH ALL OF THEM~!!!!

STUPID IDIOT~! ARGH~! I SO FED-UP LAH HOR..... I BUY DE LOH....... IF I OFFER HIM, NEVER MIND LAH HOR, YOU EAT LOH.... I NEVER SAY HE CAN EAT LEH~!!!!!

WHY ARE YOU THAT BUAY PAI SEY~!? YOUR MOTHER NEVER TEACH YOU AH~? YOUR FATHER NEVER CANE YOU BEFORE HUH~? NEVER TEACH AH~? MY PARENTS DID LEH.

YOU SICKENING AS*HOLE~~~~! YOU WANT, YOU GO AND BUT LAH~! EAT EAT EAT... ALSO DONNO HOW TO LEAVE SOME ONE AH. SO GREEDY... YOU THOUGHT YOU WAT AH~? THE ONLY ONE AT HOME AH~? I AM NOT PEOPLE AH. HUH`? I WONT CURSE YOUR MOTHER, WONT CURSE YOUR FATHER. CURSE YOU~! YOU IDIOT~!

EEYER~! WHY LIKE THAT DE~!? THEN WHAT I EAT~? I WANT ICE CREAM~! ARGH~!

WEI HE~!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXPENSIVE DE THING, HE EAT LE... SO WASTED. IS LIKE THE ICE CREAM BECOME SHIT LIKE THAT. IMMEDIATE DE... WASTED.

THEN NOW HAVE TO MY THE ICE CREAM MYSELF AGAIN~! AGAIN~! MYSELF.... ARGH.

OH WELL~ I SO ANGRY FOR WAT~? YA LOH... SO ANGRY FOR WAT. THAT STUPID PERSON, NOT WORTH MY TIME TO SPEND MY TIME AND ANGER ON HIM... IDIOT~!

AND THEN WAT... haiz... someone sms me halfway while i was playing mahjong. was like so jam lah.. hmmm... a bit sad thou... T.T

okai lah... sad and angry today. oh ya.. must blog bout something... haha... saw ALAN, kelvin and derek today at heeren.. haha.. ya.must say see ALAN, or else, later he complaint never blog bout him... >.<

okai. take care... muackz...

haha~~

i aM back to the last post...

yup~ okai... last wednesday went to kenneth house. his parents were out of Singapore. so a lot of ppl went over. then i ask terence to help me make up there, coz i need to meet alice and wenyi and jackie to MOS... alice and wenyi wanted me to drag there. so okai loh... i don mind de, also lady's night, no need to pay... haha... okai, so ya, went MOS, really no need to pay loh. =p

tHEn after that, went back to kenneth house, play mahjiong, continuesly for like 2 days, ya, down with sickness.. hahhaa... then friday went home awhile then went larry house le, make up, go perform. hahaha... then went back kenneth house after that, was drunk, went to eat, then go kenneth house de-drag...

saturday went to Intercontinental Hotel to stay..... I TOOK LOTS OF PHOTO.BUT~! BUT BUT~~!!!!!! MY HANDPHONE DROPPED FROM 4TH FLOOR TO THE GROUD FLOOR YESTERDAY NIGHT WHILE TALKING TO WEIWEI ON THE PHONE~! SICKENING ME~!

AND I AM LIKE USING NOKIA8250... hahaha... SO RETRO CAN~! hahaa

so ya... stay one night at hotel... that night, larry called, ask me go where, he sian, i told him call terence ask ba. then awhile he called back. then he say awhile more terence will come and fetch me at the lobby... haha... so, terence fatech michelle, larry and michael to where... haha... LOYANG TUA PEK GONG~! then after that went to CHANGI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT... then 4.30pm went back to hotel... went to tht toilet right way.... coz... got bath tub. so i stuck in the bath tub for like 1 hour? hahahahaah

so ya... went home on sunday.. slp awhile then went to larry house again, make up, then went for show, after show went newton circus to eat, with ivy, larry, michael and terence. after that went home. then is like 6am le ba... slp not event an hour, kenneth called.~! argh. ask to play mahjiong. okai loh... 9.45am they reached my house. play until 2pm, we went to eat sushi. then came home... phone never stop ringing leh... msn keep got ppl msg me... wah.. no need slp liao... then while talking to weiwei, phone droped. then wat. went to slp le, nv go eat mac with him. so ya.. moring woke up at 11am, then went orchard to find weiwei le... shop shop shop, haha.. we walked a lot of places. we went far east plaza first. actually wanna buy the Converse slipped on shoe de, then decided to go back later. then went to hereen, then at Foreskin, wanted to buy a white shirt de, but last piece, so we decided to walk around to see got wat again... yup.. u know, very paisey... weiwei ask the sales person, who is not a sales person at all loh... hahaha.. opps...

then later we went to ngee ann city, ya, walked a few place like, erm G2000 and Zara, ya, nothing he wants. then wen to wistma atria, then French Connection have loh.. but he complaint too transparent then decided to wal back to heeren to buy the white shirt at Foreshin. yup then we saw benji, brian and calli. ya went to serangoon north, a saloon there, and i highlighted my hair, and weiwei got his hair cut.

well, guess he don like the cutting there, so ya.. sorry k~? hmmm...

okai.. yup, went home, daddy fetch me to buy ice cream, Haagan-Dazs de wor, STRAWBERRY AND also COFFEE de wor.... lucky.... hahaha hahaha... ate a few mouth then went with daddy to fetch mommy back from work.





and ya, on the van, i took some pics also.. haha...







yup~ thats all... muackz.. take care~!!! (^_^)

it's been like one week since the last post i made.., no ah, more then one week le...

erm... let me sleep first... tired.

wOke up at 9am today. then wanted to watch TV de. on liao... not more then 15mins, larry called. okai... meet 11.15am at AMK mrt station.

then ya... went to bugis first. shop around. where we went ah~? erm... went to pray... then went arab street. buy things... then went orchard. bought so many things. then went "forum" find norris.

went xotic bought leashes... tsk tsk tsk.. so nice loh #301... hahahaa....

then walk walk walk walk.... 4 something came back home.

k k.. for now, is like that. take care. muackz.

went to grandma house jus now. was awaken by a dream, and i dreamt of grandma. so decided to go there loh.

so went there, and ya, talk talk, eat eat. sit sit. then Er Gu came... then eat again. haha... then i decided to get something cold to eat. and ya... guess what did i get myself?





"wang wang xi-de-dong" hahaha... the shape so kinky right~?
hahahaha so fun loh...


then came home around 2pm. yeah. be4 that i saw someone loh. hahah... guess he did saw me and wish not talk to me. ya. so nvm. haha... okai. came back... then got this temptation..... hahah... that's





yeah~~~ ferrero rocher.... gold gold de... so tempting... so ya, ate a few, yes a few only... hahahha...

so high now....


yeah, take care. muackz

nothing really happened... played mahjiong. show and ya... like that.

realise that i have a long way to go... jia you.

wah... sunday hor, okai lah, monday, is after show lah. then went to eat, eat le, went larry house de-drag. then is like 5am liao. terence sent me back. then ARGH~! my hp and wallet is at larry's house~!!! key is inside the wallet....~! hahhah so is like, i waited outside the door for like an hour or so, then my brother open the door... coz he needs to go to sch.. haha...

haiz,.,. hahaha... so careless.. thats the only exciting thing that happened ba..


wishing for things to happen.

muacKX. takE CaRe~!

wHy diD yOU smS me~? diDn't eXpecteD thAt yOU wiLL... it's LikE ouT oF No whEre, yoU jUst rE-apPeaR...

fOrgEttinG bOut yOu iS so diFFicUlt. aNd YeT so mAnY tHiNgs, expEciaLLy small LiTTle detAils oF liFe remInd Me of You.

thEre iS no nEeD to be soRRy... iT doesN't helP at All... yOU huRt mE thAT muCh. i DOn't blAme you, iS mE thAT doN't kNow hoW tO handLe...

i alwaYs wiSh tHAt onE dAy yOU wiLL sMS me aNd sAy HI. yEs, fiNally yOU diD, i aM so HAppy bUt alSo sAd.

thIs sOng suIts mE noW the moSt, "Mariah Carey - The Emancipation of Mimi - Track 4"

(^_^) okai okai... take care now.

muackz.