elloz... wat a hectic day... woke up at 12pm and was raining... oh well.. rush to meet Leona, Xuanming and Samuel for suki sushi buffet. didnt eat much actually. then dear dear came... so yup... we decided to watch Ratatouille and yup... the others decided to watch 1408.

Wah Seh~~~ all sick leh... u all ah.. Didn't i tell u all to take care meh~? never read my blog right~? see... alice is sick today.... asked me to accompany her to see doctor and eat. but cant... got something on...

oh ya.. yujian also sick... how like that...~? all must take care k...

blog wat huh~? eh... oh... less then a month time, me going to NS le... hahahaa...

fun right`? then see me botak... how like that.. haha.. go in donno will be like what. eat, slp, sh*t and play~? hahaha...

sian leh.. 2 years minus saturday and sunday will be close away with the society. sort of close away lah... then come out, donno do wat liao. Uni~? work~? play~? or wat~?

haha.. nvm. don think le.. think le also like that... oh... jus heard a song from sasa blog.. very nice loh. "want want want be your love" nice leh... Title: Be Be Your Love



haha.. okai lah. enjoy the song.
tAke cAre hor~~~ muAckzZ

oh~~~~ 23 august. midnight, went to watch HairSpray.... hahaha... SoOOoooOOOo Nice loh.....























this movie is treated by my "GAN DIE" - godfather of the day... ANDY YIM...~!
he treat me eat pop corn, then suddenly say wanna watch movie, then okai loh.. he treat he watch Hairapray...woot... GanDie Rocks...

hahahha... all the songs hor.. woot.... hahahah... nice loh... haha... now the stomach is burning lah hor.. went to eat supper with Imran, erzi, andy and mingyang... haha... all the food is spicy de loh.... so spicy... headache liao.... haha...

how llike that... hmmm... now need to go slp... ahha... see ya all soon.

muAckz..... taKE care... HAIRSPRAY IS MUST WATCH DE LOH... really... WATCH OKAI~? hhahaha...

Friday woke up... Sore eye... Nv do show... Lost my CD case also..

Saturday woke up... when to Larry house. take so many thing from there to Maxwell. Then we waited for Terence and Michael there. Larry when to buy some things for the 7 fairy prayer. So ya... after buying, waited, then ya... board the car and when over to the chalet...

At the chalet, we rehearsed then donno why Alston suddenly slipped and fell, and injured his leg. So ya.. gotta change the whole programme of the show le... haha... then ya... show show show... finish, then quickly de-drag and ya, started to set-up 7 fairy praying table and everything everything everything.

Pray pray pray... finish keep, go home...

Sunday woke up.... nothing to do, ate bread. slept again. then woke up again, cook porridge... ate sleep...

Monday woke up.... met Terry and Kenneth for lunch. Then when to orchard.. walk alone, then saw Ryan Zul, then came long Douglas, then came along Imran and Robin... ya... Then all when to eat.

Ate Chendol... My all time favorite. Yup.. so finish eating... sit sit, disturb disturb, play play... then Alice called, asked to go Vivo City.. okai... so me and Douglas when over. Met her, ate Carl's Junior. so nice.. haha....

finished, then walk walk around... then Jackie Ma Siew Hong came alone... haha... he sent Alice home... Then Douglas and me took trian home. So ya.. reach home, wash wig... dry wig, and watch TV... Oh My God... Saw a channel showing mother giving birth to baby... really can see the baby coming out from the mother's virgina... is like, a new life loh... the first cry from the baby... so soft, so no energy... so cute. hmmm... almost cried loh me... hahaha...

okai lah... now watching donno what UFO thingy on National Geographic channel... hahaha...

take care all... muackz...

Very bias...~! But i can do nothing 'bout it. really... I can't blog everything here. People will see it. There will be tension when people see it. I can't possibly type anything here. I have so much to say.

Most of the time, i am the one baking the cake. But everytime i only get a small protion of it. And someone that only help spread cream on the cake get the same amount of cake as i do.

I wanna find someone to complaint to. but i can't find anyone. oh well... it's okai.

so chim right my post~? ahaha... very pek chek right reading my post, read liao also donno wat i talking right? hahahah... nvm lah... just take it as some junk post... hahaa...

take care all.. muackxZ..

mY mOod wAsn't verY goOd theSe fEw dAys. alSo dOn't knoW dUE to wHat....

argh~! suddenly feel so out of direction... what i really want~? that i really dont know.

is like, doing show is not as easy as i think it is already. it is not WhyNot anymore. it's a crowd that wants a lot more then we can expect. suddenly feel so stressful... now, can't do any song that comes through your mind already. competition is also there. from 5-6 show per week to 1-2 show per week is really pathetic. what's more, we have to sell shots. no basic payment. how to go on in this manner?

also thinking. if i wat ever... and wat ever, then wat ever. then how~? haiz... but then after wat ever, then need to find wat ever, then still wat ever. very wat ever loh... haiz.. really donno how lah. u know wat am i talking bout? hahaha... oh well..

anyone~? lead me along. hahhahahaha...

wat only.

bYee. muAckz. tAKe cARe.

oKAi~! yes, you did raise me up from young. yeah, i owe you that much. doesn't mean i need to repay you by helping you in ur donno wat "HUI GUAN" thingy. yes~ i did promise to help u on the 8th of august, but i suddenly have a show on that day. u cant possibly ask me to push it away~! hey....ur HUI GUAN nv pay me de leh... at least i do show, i still got money to take.

you keep on repeating, i make u become one person that break promise, not in a hash way, is in a it's okai, i am okaiwith it, that kind of manner. u think i will like, ohhhh... sorry sorry.. i help u lah, k lah.. don like that lah... U THINK I WILL~? hahahah... NO. sorry.

i only can say i am sorry... yes u are my grandma.... you had been pampered, what you want, u will have it. think doesnt work this way... it's not like, u are the old big boss of some big company and u are the dowager or something... no leh... u nv earn, nv create the era of "you"... no u did nothing u know, and all u know is, "i am grandmother, must repect me" whats this...

yes.. we do repect u. becoz u are old. only that and no other things. okai... maybe i really cant help u in the future, as u said, how many more years can u live... but is like haiz... donno lah.

byebye... take care... did i really let go of something~?.. hope so. muackzS.

And now. You are attached again. And well... expected.

Decided to forget about you. But how could i. I wish i could....

Always think that things will be different. Am always childish to think of that.

Many people think that we will patch back some day. But it's impossible.

I also don't hope for much. Just hope that heaven is good enough to me and tell me what to do.

Or best, give me a better person that will truely appriciate me.

Let me forget bout him. I really need to. Or should i say, let me let go of him.

hahaha... okai le la.. aiyo.. donno wat i am jamming about loh... jia lat leh me... buay ta han... bu xing leh me.... wei he,, haha...

i think i okai le ba... jia you... i can de... eh~? i think can. hahahah,..

muACk... taKe carE aLL

Oh well oh well... You are single again. Thanks leh... Everyone thougth i will laylay with you. No lah... haha... Think too much. Everyday, both of us are so tired. You have your school and work, and i am down with flu, cough and fever. All so tired. When do we even have the time to lay~?

That's beside the point. okai... first thing i met you today. you said that you are single. I was like huh, so fast? again? But the moment you laid on my shoulder, i was like, okai lah, don sad...

Came back home, did some of the NS deferment thingy, and the event thingy. Halfway through ou ask me, "Am i a good stead?" i was like, erm, okai, how am i suppose to answer you, you know yourslf well, you know that what you should do and what you shouldn't. You asked, "Can i hugged you?" Will i ever say no? haha...

Someone asked, why am i so fan jian, i was like, ya.. i am. but which human is not.

today's (thursday) programme:-
-slept till 4pm. head was like very heavy, cant wake up.
-when "high-tea" with Kenneth.
-when Larry house, Ah Don, Aaron, Ah Long and Michael were there. Larry came back, Alston came. All for rehearsal.
-came back home, met him, came up, do all the stuffs that need to be done.

hmmm... looking at you sleeping... so peaceful. hmmm... i wonder what's in your mind.

alright there... time for me to sign out. bYE... taKe carE, muAckx

Wednesday... Went out with Alice. We went shopping.

First stop - Compass Point:-
-ate lunch MOS Burger.
-Alice deposite money.
-Alice pass guitar to friend.
-Took Train to City Hall

Second stop - Raffles City:-
-walk around in Adidas shop.
-find toilet.

Third stop - CityLink Mall:-
-walked many many stores.
-BOUGHT NOTHING. (^_^)

Forth stop - Marina Square:-
-took money from mommy.
-Shopped at G2000 blu.
-Alice bought a $13 white top.
-I bought a $19 white long sleeve t-shirt.
-Bought loose powder

Fifth stop - Orchard Road:-
-CK Tang, bought Eye Leashes and MAC products.
-Far East Plaza, ate Chicken Rice.
-Cineleaisure, met some of them. Michelle and Kenneth followed me from there on.
-Orchard Emeralds, Alice bought a dress from This Fashion.
-CentrePoint, went ColdStorage with Michelle and Kenneth.
-CentrePoint, Kenneth called Taxi uncle fetch us, Alice, michelle, Kenneth and me back to my house.

Sixth stop - My House:-
-Alice got 3 pairs of heals from me.
-NO NEED PAY A CENT. (^_^)

Okai... from then, Alice went back home. Then Brian came. Brian bought BarChoorMee for Michelle, Kenneth and himself. I didn't have a very good appetite, so i just drank the home cooked soup and rice. After the dinner, we played Mahjong.

Halfway through, a sms arrived. He reached Kovan. So ya, pause the Mahjong game, and rush down to Kovan McDonalds and picked him up from there and walked back to my house. Reached my house, Brian, Michelle, Kenneth and me continue playing our Mahjong. 12.30am, Kenneth left. So we re-distributed the chips again and started a new round with, me, him, Michelle and Brian. So we played, 3.30am, game finally ended. Michelle and Brian went home.

He stayed behind, and i help him do his stuffs. Not finish yet, and he had fallen asleep. Oh well... it's okai. He said it's okai. So ya...

Thought of the day~
"It's always like that. I am like so stupid, always help him do his things. When we were attached also. Even now we are not attached also the same old thing. I will help him do his things. HIs project, his events, his whatever and everything. So stupid right~? But i still do... Why~? hmmm.... i just can't bare to see him suffer in his own work like that. Ya loh... I still will do for him."

Yup yup yup... take care... muACkXz....

Sunday went to St James Powerhouse with Larry, Terence and Michael. Many people were there. Familiar and unfamiliar faces. Then 3.20am we left. Went to Kovan, thought of having XingWang HongKong Cafe for supper, but was not open. Went to McDonald's in the end. So after a heavy meal, went home.

Before i could sleep, Kenneth sms me, said that he will be coming in the morning. Yup and he did came. Then 12pm i think, we played mahjong with Brian and Fat Joe-that's what they call him. Then after 3 of them left at 9.30pm, i ate my dinner and went to sleep as i felt very unwell, with my whlole body aching and running a fever.

and i woke up at 4am. Didn't sleep after that. Then Kenneth sms me and said that he will be coming over, that's Tuesday already. So, he came at 8.45am. I asked him to accompany to consult the doctor... On the way back, we saw ErZi's brother, Donal.

Came back, i ate my medicine, and i went to sleep. I woke up at 4pm, YuJian was here at my place. Both Kenneth and YuJian were suppose to meet Tootie 5.30pm at Suntec City. So ya, with them, we went to Suntec City by cab.

Met, Tootie, Brandon and ErZi there. Tootie went to the Nokia Care Centre, YuJian, Kenneth and Brandon accompany him. I and ErZi actually went to the Adidas shop, but suddenly we both have cravings for Ice-Cream, so we went to NYDC. We had don't know what with a total bill of $23.25, but was a nice and pleasent treat. (^_^)

Went back to find the others. Tootie wanted to play some game, so we went to the arcade. After finish the games he played. They decided to play Dota. So, we all board bus 36, they alighted at Paradize Centre, and i alighted one more stop further, which is Plaza Singapura. And i met XiaoBoy, BabyBenji, Nicholas, Vincent and a pretty girl. We walked around awhile, the girl went off, Nicholas and Vicent went to watch Vacancy, a movie. XiaoBoy, BabyBenji and me went to McDonald's. We slacked there. Then later we slacked some more when Vicent and Nicholas came to join us again.

I felt the tention inside me, and so i decided to came home... And i am home.

Thought(s) of the day...

- Why can't people just sit down, talk and duscuss about issue. Why must there be vulgarity? Are they all deaf? Need to shout to convey the message?
- Can friends really take what you say, like what they criticize you about? But if they really do treat you as friend, they can take what you say. Isn't that contradicting~?
- Is making fun of people that fun~? Will it reflect on what you are, someone not sensitive and even do not have to right to make fun~? Did it hurt someone~?
- Making a fool out of one self makes you proud?
- Communication is very important. Not just communication, is proper comunication.
- Human are all one kind, looking and seraching the best for them.
- Human treat different people different people differently. Bias. I am one of them.
- What makes someone really pretty?
- Am i just being nice or just hypocrite?

Take care everyone. And ya, Weiwei... Take good care okai~? Your throat really need good care. drink more water. Please consult the doctor. Love ya always. Muacks.

bye... muackz...