argh~! suddenly feel so out of direction... what i really want~? that i really dont know.

is like, doing show is not as easy as i think it is already. it is not WhyNot anymore. it's a crowd that wants a lot more then we can expect. suddenly feel so stressful... now, can't do any song that comes through your mind already. competition is also there. from 5-6 show per week to 1-2 show per week is really pathetic. what's more, we have to sell shots. no basic payment. how to go on in this manner?

also thinking. if i wat ever... and wat ever, then wat ever. then how~? haiz... but then after wat ever, then need to find wat ever, then still wat ever. very wat ever loh... haiz.. really donno how lah. u know wat am i talking bout? hahaha... oh well..

anyone~? lead me along. hahhahahaha...

wat only.

bYee. muAckz. tAKe cARe.