jus got this mail...



JUNE = LUST

Fun to be with.
Loves to try new things.
Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takesrep pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


OMG la... some are so true la... so fun loh...



okai. here got some pics. 26 dec took de. using edgaR baobei phone.









okai.. thats all.. muackz. take care

Tomorow will be Christmas...

Picture this... Christmas eve... Sitting in the living room, on a confortble sofa beside a christmas tree with lots of presents underneth, facing the fireplace, reading a novel, and not very long after, a call from the dinning area, its time for dinner.Bacon, roasted turkeywith herbs, honey baked ham, blackpepper steak, ceasar salad, chicken langsane, shitake mushroom spagetti, red wine, log cake, jelly, strawberry with cream and a mint stick for refreshment.

Its 2330 hrs... After the last late night movie, its time to go to bed. you drink a cup of hot milk and went to bed, placing the socks on the fireplace, leaving a full cup of milk and a plate of cookies and a letter for Santa. 25th Dec, 0000 hrs, you hear noices from the living room... someone's eating the cookies and drinking the milk. you hear much noices, but you know u cant peep... you silently went back to sleep again...

you woke up at 0800, you found that you got a present from your dad, your mom, and an extra gift... it wrote there, from Santa. Just imagine...=)

oh well... guess it will still be a long time for it to happen.

lonely christmas again le wor. hahaha..

Christmas, a time to learn how to give. Giving help to people who are in need. Giving present to those who thought of. Forgiving those who had treated you bad.

merry chrirstmas... muackz. take care

Was happy to see your sms. its more then another 50 hours again. but my mood crashing down immediatly...

its only one sms asking me what am i doing. i replied. and there is no reply after that...

why are you doing these to me.? its so hurting u know.. even i receive his sms more urs...

i did so many things, so many things to prevent me of thing of you. but end up, its jus a blocking up of mind for a little while. after that, its back in the mind.

it end up hurting a lot more...






muackz.. take care

4th dec... 11.45am... accompany zohri, my storeman to the Changi General Hospital. from there i went home with permission...


5th dec. nothing much today....
a few more hour.... hahaha... bye dear. take care.muackz.

yup. take care all..

3rd dec.. quite a peaceful day. went to camp, nothing much to do today at camp. waked baobeiEdgar up at around 11am and chatted with him till 1.20pm... then continue to stone... relax... then almost 5pm, my storeman suddenly got "fits"o.O? erm, donno how to spell.. there,... those kind, like trumble trumble, then muscle contract, sometimes will bite the tougne that one leh... that illness, ya loh.... alamak,. i donno what to do loh... then Dragg called SMC, Seletar Medical Centre, then got medic came over... Ma'am thought we were playing or something.... it may be fetal leh... awwww.... i cant imagine people dying infront of me... i will cry loh... hmm...

okai... then came home, blogged then ate dinner. after dinner... woah, i did quite a few things.. i washed the dishes, moved the TV into my grandma room... then mopped the floor... phew... so tried... haha... but was a great acomplishment.. like that spell~? what ever... u all know can le...

40 hours......... hmmm..

okai... take care all.. goodnight... muackz.

23rd~ ya. after camp, went home, prepared, wait for people to come to my house, played mahjong. then met Luke and went for supper with xtz at XingWang HK cafe.

24th donno what happened also, slept whole day, then went to CaiCai house play mahjong.~

25th went shopping with ryan, bought a lot of things loh. is freaking a lot. From belt to shirt to shoe, etc etc....~

26th forgotten what had happened...

27th went to watch movie with Luke. Watched "Fred Clause".

28th nothing much happend i guess...

29th forgotten what happened also...

30th... was a nice one until i got home. Ma'am, and everyone took halfday and so, i was like almost alone in camp. so... when i got home, unpacked somethings, bathe, and ya, went out~ 6pm. 6.20pm, was at Serangoon Station. FUCK~! i forgotten to bring my Mobile phone along... woah.... no wonder i hear no one calling me... so i went back home to take my phone. okai... finally, everything was right till, i board the train once more... was pissed with myself already, and there came someone on the phone, not to say who was it, but then, ya, PISSED me off.. argh~ gastric. okai.. nvm... Potong Pasir station, 2 China man came in and ya, they set beside me, and WHY MUST ONE OF THEM, ACTION LOUDED THAN WORDS... really, keep on knocking me on my arm... argh~!

okai... alighted at Dhoby Ghaut station and ya, board the North-South line and guess what~ it was so crowded and i am standing in between 2 Indians. omg... okai. i am not trying to be racist or wat... it jus that i was pissed by someone one, and pissed by the china man and having gastric pain and giddyness, then i got to smell the coconut oil smell i suppose... then what some more... KIDS... actually, is jus kid... omg... his maid was like trying to get hold of him, the train was so crowded and he was like trying to walk through the tall people inside the train,"i want to see, i want to go there...!" omg lah... cant he have some discipline... argh... like that spell>discipline? whatever lah... he is like bumping into me.. argh.... not that i don like kids... jus that it all came jus too too, together, u see.. hmm...

okai.. met alice and huichuan... yup.. we had a "high-class" fast food. onion rings, fries, mushroom swiss, fish and chip, mash potato, bacon, ham... etc... and all, we can get it in fst food restaurent... ahhaa...

okai... now what.. someone called me, told me diesel point need someone to reset the pump.. whatever.. i was so damn pissed and ya, some prank call... DRAGG WONG~! argh... okai.. nvm.. continue with me meal, and ya, someone called again~ this time who~? JASON GOH," erm, is this rec jack, this is the D.O ah, i need to top-up petrol from ur petrol point, can u come back now to seletar" ya what ever... ii it very fun to do these... omg... was so pissed.... but then, to keep my from not boiling... SMILE... =)

okai... nvm.... so alice and me decided to sing K... yeah.... so we pull huichuan along. we sung till about 2.30am? and ya... i went to maxwell market and set there and wait for people to come.. so ya... 4am 5, i went home... ssssllllleeeeeeeeppppp...

afternoon... 1st december... Ryan called me, ask me go out. okai... went out, then shop, ate dinner, then took lots of pic, in friendster, go see. here is one..



then decided to go play after Shenglong said he don mind going... ahha.. so i purposely bought a pair of shoe jus to go play... i jus massively shopped last week.. hahaha... now one more.. shit... ahhaha... okai....

okai... PLAY was fun coz of the people that club with... not ryan ya... was the Drag Queens... me and Jaye was like criticising someone la.. then Norrise treat us taquila shot. and ya.. all high... ahah... then later Wellness like almost drunk then me and Wellness was pulled up by Ivy and dance and dance on the dance floor.. then Ivy lost. so me and wellness decided to leave, then Ivy Dior, Ash Abu, Andy Malayu spotted us... then 5 of us went to Taboo... haha... omg... we all high... Andy treat us 2 shots some more... hahaa... then what... club club club, then music ends, we went back to PLAY, continue... hahaha.... drag queen all.... th3n ash merlion... opps.

we went to maxwell market and ate some food and after that, 4 of them went back to RAW, i went home... haha.. took first bus home...

2nd dec.... woke up in the late afternoon. went to ate high-tea with mommy at Ngee Ann City Crystal Jade B2 that one... then after that, she went home,Meet alice, huichuan, baoyu, and we crystal jade.. hahaha... wenyi and her boyfriend i suppose came...so ya... ate then we walk a bit then, edgar baobei called, he was with alex, then we decided to sing k..... so ya, wenyi don want, so, only me baoyu, alice and huichuan went to sing with alex and edgar... so yup...10.30pm, left the place...

today, 3rd dec... later then say,.. go for my dinner first... muack.. take care.

AND HE MORE THEN 30HOURS NEVER SMS OR CALL ME.......