Finally... after so long.. and i hope this will really solve the misunderstanding, if any, between me and him.

It has been sometime i talked to him. It's always a glance and that's it. i felt so uncomfortable and miserable. everyone knows and thought that you and i have some conflict somehow and somewhere, but i hope we put all these behind. Maybe i really said something that dont sounds nice, sorry...

Remembering, 1 and a half year ago. i dated you. it goes until you ask me not to wait. i was deverstated. Oct 22, 2006 u ask me out again, the day after we stopped dating, and we watched "Death Note" with many other people. i am so lost. dont know what to do also. I was happy that you ask me out, i showed my besties in school. we all thought that there may be chance but got to know that on that outing itself, there is another one wanting to date you also, i backed out and chose to divert my attention to others.

We had conflicts on and off. i dont realy know why. what ever the case, sorry okai~? hope we can still be like the same as we first met. =)

it's almost half a year in NS, it's really fast, a bit lost in myself, what am i going to do when ORD. 5 days work week pass very fast. hope there are "clues" to what i want. =)

okai.... that's all today. Take cAre okAI~? loves.. muackz....