Today... okai... I WASTED ONE DAY AT HOME SLEEPING... haha... was so sian.

then.. andy msn me at 3pm.. he end lesson le. then i went to his house... nothing much. watch tv~

oh ya... today AH WANG XIN ZHUAN last episode, then was like, me and andy, "oh... last episode. hmmm, lts go and eat then come home watch. ah, go NTUC fairprice also, buy some veg."

so we went to ave 8, blk 401 there. i packed char siew, roasted pork rice. he packed, half spring chicken with rice. then walked to hougang mall fairprice... then buy things... aiyo. he choose vegetable hor.. aiyo.. buay hiao gong him la~ ><

then walked home. just nice, the show starts. haha... then continue watch until 9pm, went into his room, continue watch MI TU~! then i go home.

hahaha... jus now went to my park downstairs walk walk.. ahhh.. breeze so nice. ahhhh.. hahaha.

aiya... tmr need to go back to camp. sian-ed.. aiiiii.. donno wanna go clubbing or not lei. aiii, andy wanna go lei, then he scare this scare that. dorts... see how tmr la. =D

muackx.. take care, love ya...

Monday... quite a relaxing day at camp... was early at the bus-stop. waited for like 15 mins before 103 came...

reached camp.. gave andy a msg.. then start to do my petrol point area cleaning le. then after that... lunch time le.. time pass quite fast... oh~~~ happy... andy sms me. =)

after lunch, continue with my diesel point area cleaning. then was 4pm le.. very fast... then, took a chair and went outside my store and sit there stone. scenery was nice, sky was blue with patches of white clouds, birds chipping, insect crickling with some breeze.. oh my.. paradize. =)

lack of tea and some biscuit, maybe some music too.. haha~

then time to go home.. so ya, sms andy, ohhh~ he going to have family dinner. okai... so went out with dragg, kian chiew and eugene to serangoon central for KFC. then.. went home. andy just went out, then sms me ask me to eat...

haiz.. no appetite.. yesterday at hougang block 212 already like that. stomache doesn't feel very good. NOW ALSO loh.... X,X

chatted with andy when he was on the way home.. got so much to say lah...

okai.. that's all for now..

muackz, take care. love ya~..

Saturday 26th April.

3.03am... andy sms me~ ask me to help him do something when i wake up. ask me to look for a dark green, almost black colour cap at Hougang Mall... okai. so when i woke up at 11am, i lazed on my bed till 12pm, then went to hougang mall dessert store first, coz he said that he lost there. yup, nope. no sign of the cap, the workers also ask and look around for me, still say sorry to me, that i at their store lost things... =)

then called andy, ask him where he went to yesterday, he said Challenger. so yup, went there, ask the cleaner, then he went to cashier there, ask ask, nope... no sign of it. then went to roof top, see see look look... don't have also... =(

so called andy again, it's like 4pm liao. then he say it's okai lah.. lost then lost loh.. so ya, i told him, i will go for a hair cut first then go his house there to wait for him, he said okai. after his work, 5pm+ meet at his house there. so yup... went to the saloon. haha, saw yinxi there... =) then went home. on the way home, andy ask me buy 4D. haha.. okai... so showered, went to his house playground and waited from 5.20pm till 6pm, he called, he said that he chatted with him god-sister, coz she is sad, then he ask me, what i wanna eat, so yup, ask him to pack fries for me~ =D

he reached at 6.30pm... went up to his house. he went to bathe. saw some drawings on his table and yup.. all my guessing and 6th sense thinking, came in place. =) so ya, when he came out, i sort of confronted him.. haha. but in a nice way okai..? coz it's expected de... so no point angry.

so ya, i asked, "did 'friend' came to your house and slept over night?" haha...
he reply, "you wanna know the truth or the happy thing?" ha.. funny him.
i said, " aiyo, no point la, i already know everything."
he said, "how you know?"
i said, " from the very first msg u send me yesterday about going out with a friend, and finding the brown hat, i already know who you meeting le. and all other things fall into place correctly."
he said, "ya, he did came over to stay over night, we did went out, but listen! we never do anything. never tell you, coz scare you angry."
i said, "haha... okai lah, believe you la. next time jus tell me lah..."

haha... this andy also very funny de... =) he is very nice to me... then he fell aslp on the sofa and ya... 8.30pm, we went to maxwell, 9.30pm i went to a rehearsal, and then we went market for some food. 11pm went in PLAY. came out again. walked to Amoy street market... then walked for awhile more, 12,20am went in with ivy and wellness. OMG~!!! the song sucks. the DJ sucks, donno wat Luke who from donno where...

2am, like that a lot of people left liao... andy had a very bad headache and was a little drunk. so ya, 3am, we went out le... eat something, then went home le... andy went to bed. 9am woke up, left his house, he went to work. =( poor thing.. didn' t have enough sleep again.

i went home, sleep awhile. woke up. dorts... 2pm. haha.. 3.30pm, brother's friend wanna play mahjong, okai... play with them.. halfway througout the game, andy said he still working, i was like shocked~! 6pm still working~? omg.... but ya... his job, he need to support the store.

Oie~! how can you suspect that i am outside? i sit near the window only ma~ play mahjong~! haha... thought i outside... bleax..

then 7pm, andy reached home finally. ask him go bathe... then chatted abit on msn. then i went out to eat at hougang block 212. andy called... was 8.30pm... he ask where am i, ANDY~!!! i told you i went to eat... haha... he say, ya he knows, but why so fast out liao.. coz my dad drive, and is half an hour ago, i went out le~!! haha.. andy, really tired... tsk tsk tsk..

so ya, he say he gonna slp le, so okai... ask him go slp... muackx..

reached home at 9.15pm, slp awhile, now blog a bit... still thinking about somethings. hope my instinct don come true again. =)

muackz... take care, love ya....

oh well... friday, 25th apr~today is the first time i talk so little to andy... is like so uncomfortable. very weird loh... is like, morning, i nv msg him, afternoon also nv, night, only once, and a call. that's all.

haha... that's funny.

morning, as usual, woke up, went to camp. nv sms him, coz he say will sms me when he wake up, so okai loh, don msg him. so waited and waited.. 2pm, hmmm, still no sms.. hmmm.. okai.. continue to wait... oh... 4.45pm, take bus going home... still no sms... then reached home, ah, he's online... so yup, msg him.. no reply, haiz... then use hp msg him, then he say he jus wake up.. aiyo... so late then wake up... k loh...

then later, he offline.. he sms me, going out with friends. okai. go ba... then he say not meeting me tonight le... devestated.. haha.. but ya. wat can i do~?

yup, so 9pm met ivy, joe and jaron to discuss bout the chalet show. so yup.. 11.30pm, came home. reached at 12.45am... then now online...

was a bit down la... nv see him. haha.. but it's okai... i still live on. haha... hope that i still can hang in there.. haha.. omg, i am like thinking so much now, what he doing and stuff... but the heartache is not as hurting as be4 liao... coz already told him, not gonna be jealous and heart broken, even if someone flirt with him.. coz i know, and i believe what he say is true, that i stand a large percentage in his heart, he needs me~ =)

even if he bluff me, i cant do anything else, what i can say is that, i put all my heart and soul into it, and i tried my very best. i have no regrets...

muackz... take care... love ya.

Today... went back to camp in the afternoon, morning on leave... haiz.. things didnt turn out well as i expected. hope things dont blow up too big...

thot of meetin andy for dinner de, then he at 'duah' eat le.. then i dont wanna go home so early, so roam around at hougang, buangkok that area... then yup, andy agreed to meet me no doubt of his tiredness... so went to eat duck noodle and eat dessert...

then went home... nothing much today. don feel right, don feel good. hope when wake up, things will be better ba... haiz. hope ba.

muackz. take care.. love ya.

haha.. time to post some pics.. found out that this month pic very little... haha... wah~~~~~~ lai le~~ heeehee











muackz. take care.. love ya.

its the same.. mc... then went to my friends house pei him play mahjong coz he also sick ma... ya loh.. he called 2 more friends here.. so ya.. stay quite near la... play play play.. 7pm finish.. walked down to hougang and yup, met andy for dinner...

we had western food today. haha... he was so angry with some comment posted on friendster... so yup, ask him to relax la.. that person knows nothing, so yup.. don blame him. =)

yup, he angry until forgotten to bring his wallet out loh.. haha.. but i said its my treat today coz wont some money loh... we had black pepper chicken and fish & chip. after that, went for some walking to digest the food..

oh~? his "duar" called, ask him to "tek gee" haha... today invit the "Jade Emperor", yup, his great great great graet great grand master do "qian chiu" 2 days later i think... so he need to go down loh... 9pm we went to eat dessert at hougang mall 2nd floor. then went we sit down, got a group of ppl keep staring, pointing at us.. then andy sms me, but we sit opposit each other only loh, lolzz.., sms me, "the ppl looking, staring, i du lan" ahaha.. something like that la.. then be4 i can sms tell him, nvm la, don care.. the people beside, ya came over and said, "jus now got ppl at the table there de, vomitted under the table, be careful, don step on it." hahaa... i was like, dortsss, andy ah, u almost scold or 'gan" the wrong ppl le~~~ haha... remember le ah, must "ren"~~!!! haha.. i know u de la, u wont de if its outside~ heehee...

then yup, went to 4th floor outside to smoke. then yup, went to his house, watch "mi tu", channel 8 show.. dorts.. i was like wat the hack they doing? haha... then andy explain to me... haha.. orhhh.. its like that.. hhahaha...

then yup, 10.30pm the 'dua" ppl call liao, got to go... =) haha... so yup, send him to quite near there, then i went home loh... on the way home, was teaching edgar Bio thru the phone... omg, he has test tmr, and still he knows almost nothing... edgar~~~~!!! jia you ah...

oh~~~ 12.20am ba, andy reach his home le.. and yup.. hao le.. that's all today.

muackz.. take care... love ya~~~

Well… Today didn’t go to camp as usual, and tomorrow have to get another day MC.
Oh well.. what a day really… Woke up at 12pm, did noting much then help andy to make his blog. Change layout and stuff.

3pm or 4pm ba, he woke up, and he was so touched. aahaha, ya… then I am also finding another blogskin for myself. okai… so alice ask me wanna meet her after her interview, so okai loh, after her interview meet her loh, just nice gary soh aka kero PM me on msn, so okai loh, ask him out too… andy going out also.. ahaha..

but he went out with ah long and dickson. dorts… and they catching movie also.. but watcing at PS la…

yup, went to orchard at 6.20pm, reached dhoby ghaut at 6.55pm. to my suprice, kero was early… haahaha.. okai so yup, we shop shop, then he ate chicken rice at cine… and to my surprise, qi en was in Kobayashi, dorts… I think he ntotice me but don wanna have any actions. ya, I think we wont be in talking terms any more ba…

so yup, 8pm, alice suppose to be here liao.. so I called her, OMG~!!! ALICE~!! YOU ACTUALLY PANG SEH ME, YOU FLY ME AEROPLANE, FLY ME KITE~!!! she said that her bf was late in meeting for for dinner, so she decided not to meet me also, coz its late. oh my oh my… I was so pissed, and still now… so I decided to do something happy. I decided to watch movie, yup.. so we went to cine to watch “forbidden kingdom”..

diao…. NONSENSE~! the movie~ NONSENSE.. really… I donno why the person can just teleport to another dimension jus like that… woah.. that’s so, so, so… argh, nonsense. wat monkey god, white hair girl “bai fa mo nu”, jade warlord, wat lai de… the only thing nice is the all the fighting, and some jokes in between.. I think is me ba, not in the mood to watch.

finish le movie, andy not yet ba.. so I walked to PS there, kero took bus home, dhoby ghaut mrt ma.. so thot of waiting for him to take mrt together de, he also ask me go over loh, was so happy… who knows leh, waited le 20 mins, ask me go home first.. ai……….. wat to do, k loh, go home loh.. I cant like a kid stay there say, “don want don want, I want andy…” cannot right….?

ha, go home loh… was on the train, think of being pang seh, thinking of being called to wait and go home and blasting of music into my ears, I was like blurred~! wat happened was, i was actually trying to find a bell to press when I almost reach Kovan station. i was like panicking la… cant find bell… how?? how?? then when to train stop, I was like ya, this is mrt, wat am I doing. argh..

so took 113 from kovan station and yup, reached home, thot of using com and blog all the mishap, ha, got some idiot took out the internet cable and use wor~!!! he got wireless, he don wanna use wor… donno wat the f*** he doing wor… play wat warcraft or donno wat dota or wat idiotic game that is so lame. ha, still playing loh, say need 1 hour.. oh ya, this afternoon also, when woke up, he also say use 1 hour, i msn, blog using my mommy’s com loh. seeeeeee~! This afternoon already like that… pek chek.~! so now wat am I doing? ya, blogging using mircosoft word first then copy and paste into blogspot.

andy called and ask why I not online, coz he knows I reached home le, ya, told him and ya, did ease my anger a bit, but ya….

today is not my day, from the time I woke up, ha, not my day. Whatever la… oh… today blog got 2 full mircosoft word page so long loh. but then still angry lah hor… roar~!!!!!!!!!!! but thinking back myself, why am I so pissed, why am I so angry for… haiz… try not to ba.. hmm.. I nv flair up, only can suppress deep within… hmmmm

but still, ends with, a take cake, a kiss, muackz and loves.. love ya.

monday... suppose to at Tekong for BMT recourse, but ya, nv got in, kanna rejected coz of eyes infection... wah.. was being push here and there loh. actually today mc de, went to Tan Tock Seng get de, but i say don want, coz i donno what to do for tuesday and so, ya, nv take the mc, report back then say loh..

who knows, kanna rejected.. okai lah, don feel like going also. also ot mc today and tmr... wed must get mc also, ma'am sally instruct de... so ya...

today nothing much, jus all the above. then at night, met alice at SK for drink. then wait for andy to release from work.. then take bus home...

okai le.. thats all... muackz.. take care, love ya.

Friday.. after the dessert... went to PLAY with andy... =)

Didnt expect so many ppl to be there, ya... so many ppl got to see him le... so ya, andy wanted to drink, so i ask ivy to come along and ya, we drank apsin red... haha.. and ya... i drunk~! >.<
vomited can.. haha.. so unglam..

then went back to his house then woke up at 8pm, went to meet his crew ppl for dinner and ya, went to chinatown for dessert, after that, went to city hall area. then weiwei msg him, then he say go PLAY, then i say okai loh.. he is so nervours that i will get jealous or wat... but yup.. trust him la... haha...

went to PLAY, hahah, so nv drink, he drank. then haha, many things happened and things settled down, explaination gotten and ya.... trust~! haha..

so, went back to andy house, 4.30am... slp awhile and 5.30am wake up liao... he went to work at 6am, then i went home with qi en's things...

so i slept then wokeup at 4pm, when to meet qien, and ya, gave me attitude... omg.. so farking pissed.~!~ dorts....

oh well, jus nice andy sms me, hmmm... mood a bit better... AND ANDY HAVEN SLP~!! dorts... 24hours le~! omg.. so i ask him fasted go back home to slp.. dorts... okai la... i SORE EYES LE~ haiz... later maybe go see doctor...

see ya. take care... muacks... love ya

oh well... thursday got all the explaination wanted and yup, things gone well... haha, people say that i am very possessive.. i think i am really one, but then i wont be so le... if it's yours, it's your, if is's not yours, no matter how much you force and how much effort you put in and hope for, things jus wont be yours. understood this msg already..

friday, as usual, went to work. only do work in the morning, in the afternoon, ma'am not in, so ya, slack all the way till 4.30pm, packed up, leave camp. edgar called, ask me for dinner, oh okai, so wanted to ask andy along, missed call once, missed call twice, no answer.. okai... called house, no answer... nvm loh... a bit "xing suan" haha.. direct translation, "heart sour"...

then i called edgar again,"baobei... faster~! console me~!!!" haha... then he is like, erm, okai, chat chat chat, ya... got over it, then called the third time, cheyyy, no answer, k lah... go eat mc le... then andy finally called, FELL ASLEEP AND JUST WAKE UP~~ ahha... "snoRtS...
piggy.

After the dinner, edgar and me went to meet him.. then they 2 smoke loh... andy eat old chang kee donno wat, then ya, edgar go home, me andandy went to chinatown, first to eat those "tang shui" chinese dessert, then got there, OMG, ALL CLOSED LE~! >.<>.<

okai lah... headache... sleeppp.. muackz.. take care, love ya~!!

Was force to take off today. woke up at 11am...

Well, today was happy and as well a bit saddening. Sorry if u see this post, but i have no where to divert le...

Was happy to have dinner with u. seeing u happy, i am happy too. u told me lots of things, i am very happy. today really very very happy. maybe i am those very "feeling" kind, a kiss really meant too much to me. today not once, but twice. so i thought myself, i'm urs.

reached home. on msn, 'wad if i dun wan u???, Must give mi time to have feel ma, feel de things id hard to sae de ma, Still a good fren, jus now the 2 kiss is because u recently treat mi very very good, that y i wan kiss u, Can kiss kiss no love de ma."

omg... face hot, a gush a water rush to my eyes. woah... relax relax... haha... relax.... ahha... then stupid mariah de song all so emo, so smooth de, dort.. u know the feeling now... haha.

if u see this post, don get offended okai, like i see ur post also, don get offended k, its the feeling now only... so i told ya, i must change my attitude le, u are good friend, next time de thing, next time say... yup...

got ppl tell me be4, those know how to create relationship for ppl, and those help ppl to 'suan ming" de, own r/s de road very uneven one. once really put feeling to it, things wont turn out well... haha... don beleive la, so already fell down twice... hope i don fall this time... yup, i know, feeling is a very difficult thing to say de. i know, i understand.

heaven's playing trick on me~ haha... once again thought love has come, but its jus a false hallucination. haha... =P

hao le la... roar~! haha.. take care all... love ya..

Elloz...

monday so sian... went to camp. LAB check loh.. stress.. then came home. chat with andy, then 4am sleep...

woke up at 6am, went to camp again... ya... eyes was red, but not tired.. then 7.30pm met andyfor dinner. We had sushi... at hougang plaza. then went shop shop a bit at hougang mall, then 10pm, i went home le... had a great meal with him... pics all with him, u know la, my phone cant take pics de loh.. haha...

hah... take care all.. muackz.. lovee ya.

woke up at 12pm. slept at 2pm, woke up at 7pm. then was like lazy. donno what to do, donno where to go. so stay at home. edgar called, so went to ang mo kio. slack at there till like 1.40am, edgar parents came and fetch him home. and i walked home myself. they offered to ferteh me, but then i don't want.

in another 25 hours, i will arrive at shanghai i suppose. haha... hope it will be a nice trip. =)

8am later i will need to help larry with is prayer thingy... oh ya, middle road got show again le.. =) haha... got money le~! yeah.. money is the element that make to earth move.~! haha... watch "world's richest people" today on discovery travel and living channel. haha... i so wanna be like them la... so rich... hmmm..

i told edgar... i wanna be a rich.. haha.. he just laugh. dorts... jia you...


okai.. that's all for now. muackz... =) take care all.. love ya.

tHis wEEk vEry sTreSSed anD tIriNg lOh... oMg.. So many ThinGS to do... hmMm... thIs weEk pasS bY so fAsT loh... aND 3 dAys lAter WiLL bE At shanGhaI alREaDy.. haha

oH weLL... i gOt ovEr thiNgs alreAdy.. tHanks eveRyonE foR thE conSole... ahaha... iT's GoOd tO haVE yA aLL aroUnd. =)

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nVm.. tHAt'S alL foR noW.

tAke cARe. muAckx. lOve yA.