oh well... friday, 25th apr~today is the first time i talk so little to andy... is like so uncomfortable. very weird loh... is like, morning, i nv msg him, afternoon also nv, night, only once, and a call. that's all.

haha... that's funny.

morning, as usual, woke up, went to camp. nv sms him, coz he say will sms me when he wake up, so okai loh, don msg him. so waited and waited.. 2pm, hmmm, still no sms.. hmmm.. okai.. continue to wait... oh... 4.45pm, take bus going home... still no sms... then reached home, ah, he's online... so yup, msg him.. no reply, haiz... then use hp msg him, then he say he jus wake up.. aiyo... so late then wake up... k loh...

then later, he offline.. he sms me, going out with friends. okai. go ba... then he say not meeting me tonight le... devestated.. haha.. but ya. wat can i do~?

yup, so 9pm met ivy, joe and jaron to discuss bout the chalet show. so yup.. 11.30pm, came home. reached at 12.45am... then now online...

was a bit down la... nv see him. haha.. but it's okai... i still live on. haha... hope that i still can hang in there.. haha.. omg, i am like thinking so much now, what he doing and stuff... but the heartache is not as hurting as be4 liao... coz already told him, not gonna be jealous and heart broken, even if someone flirt with him.. coz i know, and i believe what he say is true, that i stand a large percentage in his heart, he needs me~ =)

even if he bluff me, i cant do anything else, what i can say is that, i put all my heart and soul into it, and i tried my very best. i have no regrets...

muackz... take care... love ya.