Friday... nv go to camp. took off.

i woke up from a bad dream crying.. i dreamt of baobei. i dreamt of him jump off the building. i dreamt of me searching for him with guilt.. in the dream i was suppose to jump off with him, but i let him go alone... i finally found him, he was with all the other dead people donno waiting for wat. he asked me why i nv accompany him, then he gave me his cigarette and asked me to smoke. i at first already had the feeling it was fake, it was a dream, but the mint air down my throat made me thot that it was real.

then i told baobei, "i purposely don wanna go, i am scared." he asked, "i know ah." with a smile. then i started crying.... i woke up, still continue to cry. and i sms baobei... he replied. was such a relieve to know he is still there... then found my sms very weird, then ask what happen to me, and i called him and cried even harder and told him my dream... he consoled me and ask me go back to slp...

hmmm... very scary okai... =(

then met baobei and went to orchard, met kiro and jonathan. and ya, we walk around... then we seperated, me and baobei went to "borders" to serach for book... then we see see look look, then go home le.

reach home play mahjong till now... hmm... no mood to play at all la... whole mind on that dream... haiz....

thats for now..

take care... miuackz...