Monday, May 12, 2008,
Saturday... woke up then went out. to where ah? oh...! to suntec city and eat breakfast cum lunch with andywangzi. after that went home and went to sembawang to celebrate mothers' day.
almost whole SNG family was there and ya... hope grandma is fine. hmmm...
then after celebration, went to maxwell... then went to PLAY. met andy there then went in. was nice. but mood wasnt right. all these while... haha... its not right.
4am, ya, andy went to fetch his sister. and i sit at maxwell with larry till 5am, chat with the drink stall aunty. then shai came.. so we sit till 6am, then we took cab home. =)
nothing much.. sleep... then woke andy up today, but he woke up liao... he went to woke, and i continue to slp. then woke up, play mahjong with benji, weihao and who ah? nvm.. another guy. then the another guy left then my bro take over.
ya... today not feeling very well... fever i think... inside so uncomfortable. but ya... don wanna eat medicine.. so eeeee... haha..
suddenly i am lost. i am very tired. well.. it's not up to us to say who giving someone to who. is that, he holds the power to choose either of us...
yesterday told someone... "it's someone freedom to go anywhere with anyone and lie bout anything. he is not your anyone yet. including myself." so, don get too bothered by things someone say or do. he still cares for u, if not, those sms wont make him so aggitated. =)
same goes for me... what i can either do is wait and ya, wait... maybe it's time to let go. letting go may not be the wrong choice. haha.. i donno... think i should just go and know more people. and enjoy myself, rather then doing my inner soul harm.. ahahaha... jojo will be back. =D
muuackkxxx... take care.. love ya~~~~~
2:35 AM