Tuesday... morning went to the old woman there to meet her then go to the gluocester camp.. then meeting and stuff then 12pm reach back seleter. wake wangzi up... ya.

then do work do work. then andy called, said going out. okai... then nothing much...

then on the way home, called him, ask him, where is him, then he say orchard with jerald, jasper and weicherng.

oh okai... then i go home. go there also sian, donno how to react also. argh~!! stomachache.

somewhat around donno what time also, andy say at weicherng house downstairs. oh okai... chat with me awhile then going up le. so yup.. he went up le, haha, he assured me that nothing will happened. haha.. donno wor. =)

then was like so uneasy and.. jus nice boon sun chat with me on msn... thank you boonsun... he told me so many things and told me that, "just be yourself, if you are so uncomfortable to do things u don like, dont do. live on..." yup... so ya... be myself loh..

so yup, when andy chat with me on msn i was like all out chat loh, also don like care beside de ppl think wat.. dorts... very inconsiderate of me la... but ya, don care le la...

oh ya... i donno is it andy talking to me or not la... i say stomache pain le, go toilet 3 times le, he ask me go eat medicine, haha... omg. he actually ask me to eat medicine... almost one month ago, he still know i don like to eat medicine, and now he forgot? haha... my mood was actually very good le, but then this phrase, "go eat medicine la" it jus like, shot me down. x.x

feeling for the day... and is for now and only, here see here shuah okai... maybe u see this msg, u may feel that i am selfish or wat. but is how i feel now la. here it goes.

all i want is someone really care, pamper me, treat me like i am the only one. yes, u told me so much of ur things that no body knows, i feel very one and only, yes, you told me, you wanna be single now, coz u hasnt been single from ur ex till recent. ya, u also said u don wanna choose between me and him, it will coz harm either to one of us. all are very acceptable. pamper me~~~ i very ghang khor~!! omg... feeling so uncomfable... hmm... but i will hang in there.. but if one day i cant hang there i may really collapse and nv stand up again. i am really that weak inside. haiz... why am i like that again.. i wans't like that 2 years ago... donno la... 2 years ago de me, i wont be here sitting down blogging le ba, will be like jumping up and down, pek chek till siao le ba. =)

donno la... jia you ba.

muackx.. take care. love ya.