5 days never blog already. haha... =)

24th was tuesday.. okai... went to camp. then went back to jia jun place. wei kang was there. and i was like huh... why he there? oh well nvm.. so went up, and that was the first time i actually talk to him... didn't get a good impression of him since the first day i saw him. but well, he's a nice person actually.. so we went dinner together and HAHAHA... donno what i did also, wei kang promise me to treat me for a movie, buy me a meal and a BIG BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT...

so yup... after dinner, went home.. took bus 27 with wei kang.. he stays seng kang.. yup reached home and yup... didn't get to sleep much also... insommia.... then went to camp again...

25th, ya camp and went home... camp got nothing to talk about also la... also cant talk much, later got ppl catch me go ask question bout my blog how? haha... we were like discussing and debating should "they" like check on ppl's blog... i think is not right la... coz is like not very good to do that loh.. is like, ppl got so many unhappy things that they wanna say bout something and it may be only that period of time that they are angry and stuff like that, and they cant say it else where except their own personnal blog, to update their frens bout their being and things like that... well, if like someone take pics of camp and post, then too bad la, kanna charge, he or she deserve it wat.. against the law wat.. but like, nag nag abit nvm de ba...?

yup.. went home... did i? forgotten.. only know i went to meet yvain at serangoon garden coffee bean. chat chat chat... then went home.. chat with weikang... and being tempted to take half day leave on thursday....

so yup... 26th went to camp, took half day leave... met weikang at orchard and ryan joined us... then we shop shop, i bought a pair of converse shoe, black de, with gold converse label. nice loh... haha... then later walk walk walk, saw the top man hoody... buy la.. haha... so nice, cheap, buy le... =D then walk walk walk, saw benji and cy, join them for coffee.. then all go smoke, i slp slp awhile.. then got ppl push my head, what the 'television' you think you are doing... omg can... but well, my heart big big.. accept everything, coz i shopping mood, happy~~ so yup..

mommy called, ask me buy "ribbish bin" coloured top. i was like huh... okai.. so i went bossini to look for it.. don have.. end up buying 2 pair of jeans for myself.. hahah.. XD then went to giodano, and found what mommy wanted and i bought 1 black and 1 green for her, and 1 black polo and 1 white polo tee for myself... hohoho.... (^_^)

GSS wor..haha.. shopping spree.. is it spell like that? what ever it is.. DON CORRECT ME HUH? pm in me msn can liao.. =P

then went home... mommy going batam or bintan. aiya.. either one.. haha... oh? just came back... is now, 11.30am... okai.. back to 26th, okai, insommia. then 27th.... friday went to camp again, then went home... oh~! henry keep on calling me... well, i just gotta say, gerl~! this world is not about you. things don work the way u want it to be... i have my own thinking and stuff. if you think i should look into ur life and think that i need to think about how you think and things, oh pls... sorry to say that...

*** recently i donno what had gone into me, i think i did change abit, and is not for the better. i need to find time for myself soon...

back to 27th.. so ya,, went to airport then daryl called, he picked me up and yup, went so many places.... then finally at lau pa sat eat le went maxwell market... then go home. heehee.. got daryl daring send, hoho...

28th... woke up, went to have lunch with charmaine... at kovan NYNY.. omg... so nice loh the food... then the dessesrt so sinful~~~ DEEPFRY MARS BAR WITH ICR CREAM.... haha...

then went home slp and yup, at night went to PLAY... erm, i wore the jeans i bought, and many ppl think its funny when i wesr jeans... PEOPLE~!! FUNNY MEH? then club club club...

aiyo~~ feeling feeling loh... haha.. oie~! don say i nag hor, don feel bad huh.. don feel anything hor, jus read jiu hao.. okai? =D ... hmm... i told ryan le... see u, i still sad. kiss u, i feel happy. wasnt feeling nice when i see u. my heart sank. tried to get over and done with it, but not that fast i suppose. always still trying to get close to you, donno why. when u dance with me, i am so into it, it feels like we are the only 2 on the dance floor... when we ended the dance after 3 or 4 songs, i felt that its all over... ha. when was in maxwell market, u were one table away, i keep on going over, not becoz of anything, is jus to see u more clearly... u say someone wanna hook u up, u don like, i say i'll pluck all his pubic hair. when i was leaving maxwell, i gave u a kiss, so hard for me to leave that place but i know i must leave. the mood came crushing down again. but at least, i hope u feel the care and concern together with the little kiss.

things changed so much.. me and someone wasnt as close as before. no midnight mcdonalds, no frequent chats, no frequent meet ups. did i lose more then what i get? no more best of best friend... remember last birthday i was so happy... the one and only birthday card, was from you. u write nothing much inside... but i was so happy and i almost wanna kiss you. 1 year... things really changed a lot... this year i was waiting for ur wishes, and it came late.. but still i am happy.

ohhh... talk something happy k? haha.. okai okai... the first present on 21st, sins chocolate, by boon sun...



second present was the topman polo tee and wallet, ps, nv show wallet, show shirt nia, shared by alice, huichuan, trisha, eugena.



third, by yvain, famous amos cookie...~ that day met him at serangoon garden.



yup~ thats all for today... =DD

take care all... muackx..

where did i stop blogging?

oh ya.. sunday.. chat with dylan from like 3am till 6am? ya, then went to slp. suppose to wake up at 1pm to have lunch with him and send him off to malaysia? but then, haha... went online, saw him, and we chatted, and found out that, we all thot that each other were still slping so nv call one another. so lunch was cancelled. oh well, more chance will come.

so ya... nv eat lunch liao, so saw tony online so i asked him out for dinner. yup.. so we decided to meet at 7.30pm... and ya, in the end, 8.30pm then we met.. all the bus fault... dorts.. then we went long john sliver for dinner.

then we chat chat talk talk, then walk walk, then walk to city hall, went to starbucks, and ya, mingyag called... dorts.. he wont call at the timing de.. haha.. then he appear le...

so after that, i took the last train back to tampines and tony took the bus back home.. =D

monday... went to camp.. was so slpy... i think i slp the whole day away ba? did i? no loh.. awhile only loh.. got so many things to do... haiz... i also donno i pek chek wat now.. X.X

i cant slp now~~~ help~!

haiz... take care all...

Yesterday was a great day.. woke up at around 2pm. Went to have lunch with benedict lim. then after that, took bus 80 to city hall alighted at city hall mrt there, and i walked over to Capitol building and bought myself a pair of oversize shoe. hahah...

then. went over to Kushin-bo to look for Alice, Daniel, Huichuan, Eugena and Trisha... So we had eat and eat and eat, long the way, we chat and talk and joke.. so fun loh... after the dinner... omg~! there's a Strawberry Ice-cream cake loh~~~ omg la... so sweet of them. hahha..

then pay th ebill and left the place... i went to maxwell and on th eway saw mingyang and michael and they board the same bus as me.. haha.. all go maxwell slack awhile and go home..

was a great day... hope i have more ahead... =D

take care

It's my birthday today... I am very very happy right now, really really very happy... you know what i get for my very first 21 years old birthday present~?

OMG~! it's SINS CHOCOLATE, strawberry sweetheart~! i am really really very touched.

THANK YOU BOON SUN~!

He took me for a movie and bought me Sins Chocolate. He actually planned it 3 days ago loh, i thot was just another friend peng seh him then he ask me out de... NO~! he asked whether will i be free and booked the ticket already... and went to Harbour Front centre to buy the chocolate... i am really very happy... muackkxxxx.... huggs...

Friday, 20th, went to camp and was so pek chek la... was about to leave and to meet edgar, so many things cork-up in camp.. omg la... 11.30am was to leave camp already, then here came an annousment to go auditorium to listen to what talk, a short one~! ENDED AT 12:11pm la.... then after that, the POL=petrol, oil, lubricant maintenace de ppl come down at this stupid timing, when i leave cam, is like, 12:30pm~!!! how like that, met edgar, 12:45~! how... haiz.. so pek chek.

then we left for orchard, edgar and i each bought a pair of "brazilliano Praia" sandles... yup.. then went to penisular plaza there to buy a pair of skinnies... edgar baobei buy give me de loh... heehee... that was 20th, friday de present... then went to hougang, and i went to tampines back to jia jun place, then off to home to bathe and stuff... my mind keep on pek chek the camp things la... then keep on over slept, alight stops that will take longer time to go home..

reached home is like 8:10pm where i need to meet Boon Sun at 8:45pm.. haha.. then about to leave house, he called, he say he jus woke up, will be late.. then i took a bit of time to get there loh.. heehee...

reached vivo, he was like hurried me, he also reached le... then i so pek chek also la, thinking, "hurried me for wat, i back up plan loh, u don wanna waste your ticket then ask me watch de loh." then when i reach the cinema, i face was like all black, then he ask me why, i nv say anything, then he passed me a bag, i nv really looked at it, then i looked inside, OMG~! to my suprise, Sins chocolate. Sins chocolate, in sins chocolate, gold chocolate box, in sins chocolate paper bag... omg.... i out of words... then he say, don see le, faster, show starting le. then we went into the screening room, set down, the show starts... so ZHUN loh...

after the show.. when out, opened the box, STRAWBERRY SWEETHEARTS.... omg... heart melt... he said, "just now see you face so black then give u first, actually wanna leave until 12am then give u de.. birthday must happy happy one ma, see la.. see the chocolate liao, smile until like that..." hahaha... really. i jus cant stop smiling.. he said some more, "actually wanna ask you for the movie on 20th, but scared u got something on liao. so asked early loh... then bluff u say i book le, no ppl watch with me." omg.. i am so touched... really... thank you.. muackz..

so we went maxwell for supper and we went home... i am at home now... =D thanks guys and girls for the wishes... Thank you Boon Sun for the Chocolate and Movie...

muackx... take care..

yesterday was great. my camp mate bought a BLACK FOREST CAKE for me... omg.. so touched la... omg... going 21 years old tmr le... haha so scary...

thank you dragg, kian chiew, ibrahim, jesse, xue yong, alexius. =D

happy happy. took half day leave, and donno what to do also.. ahha.. so went home then went to jia jun house le... he went out... so in the house, i was like slack whole day again... no programme until 9pm, met dylan at clark quay at 9.30pm. he wanted to take some pictures of clark quay la, so ya...

then 11.45pm, i took train back to tampines. then on the way chat with edgar.. then he say his date will get jealous if edgar call me or meet me leh.. wat ever loh hor.. and then some ppl say my baobei is rubbish bin.... how can like that say him... omg loh... u also feeling feeling with edgar before de loh... omg, i donno u like rubbish bin so much loh. ahha.. =P opps.

okai la.... one more day to my birthday le... omg...

(1). World Peace
(2). Good Health to people i know
(3). Birthday Cake, Strawberry, cheeze, tiramisu
(4). Chocolate, Sins Chocolate, cadbury
(5). Shoe, size 9.5-10
(6). Adidas Jackets, with hood or without
(7). Gucci bag, mahjong, etc
(8). Apple Mac Book
(9). To have a partner to celebrate this birthday and following birthday to come
(10). Diamond ring(s)
hahaa.... wish list again.... heehee..

take care all.. goodnight~

Was so pek chek when i blogging yesterday... i type finish already le leh, then when posting, got error leh.. then my posting all gone loh can~! haiz... oh well... was happy yesterday overall.


yesterday went to camp, then half day went back. actually to sleep de. but then went to meet chuyang at plaza singapura. he was late for 33mins... then we walk walk then eat eat. then walk walk again. went to bugis, then i went golden lndmark there bought a set of mahjong.. so happy can, i see le, so happy. really loh.


how like that.. don wanna give dylan liao la.. haha... actually wanna buy le, put dylan house liao la... ahaha... play finish liao muct bring back. hohoho...

then after buying mahjong le, went back to hougang and met edgar. we went to foodcourt at hougang mall. we had "fen yuan", its so nice lah... its some starch thingy with some rice ball, agar agar, with red date, longan soup... its so nice.. then after that, i had hokkien prawn mee, and i bought another bowl of "fen yuan" again... hohoho... so nice...

then went to some HDB block lobby and me and edgar had some heart to heart talk. haha... then went home at 10pm... so happy..

today leh, nothing much, quite busy in camp. then almost going that time, called edgar ask him, then he say he going out with his parents to eat, maybe meet me after that.. awww... cant meet him for dinner le. called andy lai... chey... he already having his meal le. (*&^%$#$%^& haha... then too bad lah, gotta eat alone. =D

then took bus reached serangoon, walk around, thot of eating de, then walk walk walk, then went into shop&save. hahha... like so aunty like that can... bought milk, chocolate, biscuit, potato chip, baby food. >.< hahaha...

then went home... ohhhhh... got yesterday de left over braised fatty pork with egg and sotong. then i cook instand bee hoon. and yup, that's for dinner. =D

then after a cup of milk... DOWN~! fell aslp.

as the time now, 12:18am... june 13.. haha.. 8 more days to my birthday... haha..

1). World Peace
(2). Good Health to people i know
(3). Birthday Cake, Strawberry, cheeze, tiramisu
(4). Chocolate, Sins Chocolate, cadbury
(5). Shoe, size 9.5-10
(6). Adidas Jackets, with hood or without
(7). Gucci bag, mahjong, etc
(8). Apple Mac Book
(9). To have a partner to celebrate this birthday and following birthday to come

wish list to repeat again.. there are more la.. but these are those that realy want loh.. haha... hmm... am i thinking too much? haha.. donno la.

okai.. goodnight... muack. take care

I will be 21 year old in 11days. hmmm... no more little kid le.. how i wish i am still 18... >.<

Birthday Wish List is out: -

(1). World Peace
(2). Good Health to people i know
(3). Birthday Cake, Strawberry, cheeze, tiramisu
(4). Chocolate, Sins Chocolate, cadbury
(5). Shoe, size 9.5-10.
(6). Adidas Jackets, with hood or without
(7). Gucci bag
(8). Apple Mac Book
(9). To have a partner to celebrate this birthday and following birthday to come

there are more to these la.
i am feeling quite moody actually. i dont know why.

take care all..

14 days to my birthday..

omg.. cant believe i will be 21 in 14 days.. arghh.... old.

i got so many things i want want la... hmmm.. think i should compile a wish list. heehee. it will be out soon...

take care. muackz

June 03... 18 days to my birthday.. =)

nothing much these few days.. same thing.. nose block, no fever le, but lungs feel like collapesin...

yup, changed blogskin...

went to camp, came home. ya... oh.. get a hair cut.

nothing already i think...

=) get well soon.

take care all.. muackz

19 days to my birthday. anyone to celebrate with? =)

I am so sick now... had running nose. then yesterday at jia jun house, had fever. when orchard on sat and sun. i only rememeber i get my jacket back from Luke. other thing a bit blur le. only know i at jia jun house. then fever, then running nose, then when on the way back from his house, i was on the phone with edgar. a lot of phone calls. then now at home le.

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Are you now angry with me~? Are you?

I don need your comment seriously. and further more, i don need you to do anything. no need to feel anything. no need to LPPL.

Not to defend myself or wat okai... That day, i blogged those things, you must see okai, what situation i was in okai? I AM NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD alright~?

how i wish someone was here to console me. and just right, the most recent thing i can think about, is you. I THOUGHT OF YOU OKAI~?

i nv bother you, i nv nag at you, i nv tell your things to people, and not even talk bad bout you. WHAT CAN I DO~? Blog... i only can blog. and please read carefully... I AM BLAMING ON MYSELF COZ I THINK THATS MY RETRIBUTION. i nv blame u, i nv blame anyone for anything u know.

you know... i thot i already got over it. i went to your blog. that's what i get. an entry on me... Now it's my fault on not accepting "brother relationship". Yes~ i don't wanna be your brother. i wanna be someone special. but ya... i know, impossible... but can you let me have a false hope in me again.

i not that cool as you, can together then together, cannot be together then forget it. i cant you know. i cant be like you, have one week period, forget someone so quickly. i use almost a year to forget qi en you know.. how can i possible one week get over you. if you can see my previous post, how many is on qi en... almost one year.. u still can see his name in my blog. i nv brag, nag and do anything okai...

thank you. you still remember my birthday... just wish me happy birthday on that day. i will be very happy already.

I am sorry. If i cause any inconvinience to you when i blog any of these things, tell me okai~? i will remove or may even not blog any anymore.