19 days to my birthday. anyone to celebrate with? =)

I am so sick now... had running nose. then yesterday at jia jun house, had fever. when orchard on sat and sun. i only rememeber i get my jacket back from Luke. other thing a bit blur le. only know i at jia jun house. then fever, then running nose, then when on the way back from his house, i was on the phone with edgar. a lot of phone calls. then now at home le.

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Are you now angry with me~? Are you?

I don need your comment seriously. and further more, i don need you to do anything. no need to feel anything. no need to LPPL.

Not to defend myself or wat okai... That day, i blogged those things, you must see okai, what situation i was in okai? I AM NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD alright~?

how i wish someone was here to console me. and just right, the most recent thing i can think about, is you. I THOUGHT OF YOU OKAI~?

i nv bother you, i nv nag at you, i nv tell your things to people, and not even talk bad bout you. WHAT CAN I DO~? Blog... i only can blog. and please read carefully... I AM BLAMING ON MYSELF COZ I THINK THATS MY RETRIBUTION. i nv blame u, i nv blame anyone for anything u know.

you know... i thot i already got over it. i went to your blog. that's what i get. an entry on me... Now it's my fault on not accepting "brother relationship". Yes~ i don't wanna be your brother. i wanna be someone special. but ya... i know, impossible... but can you let me have a false hope in me again.

i not that cool as you, can together then together, cannot be together then forget it. i cant you know. i cant be like you, have one week period, forget someone so quickly. i use almost a year to forget qi en you know.. how can i possible one week get over you. if you can see my previous post, how many is on qi en... almost one year.. u still can see his name in my blog. i nv brag, nag and do anything okai...

thank you. you still remember my birthday... just wish me happy birthday on that day. i will be very happy already.

I am sorry. If i cause any inconvinience to you when i blog any of these things, tell me okai~? i will remove or may even not blog any anymore.