how am i going to start... how long did i not blog again? so not active hor my blog.. haha... no pics also... hmm..

okai... its friday again. well... one week just pass like that... how i wish i dont need to go camp. haha... but dont go also cannot. dont go must work liao... or maybe study also. mommy yesterday asked me, what am i going to do when i am out of army. wah~ i donno how to reply her loh. i jus tell her, erm, donno.. when i come out then say ba. then she say cannot... must plan liao.. dorts... but i really donno ma. hmm... work? study? donno lei...

jus came back from supper with daryl at newton market. then went to nearby park and chit chat. haha.. we always talk about the same thing, but never get bored bout it.

some much things went through my mind. so much...

he ignore me... haiz... why will this happened...? the last time we met, i pass him his clothings on behalf of someone, after that day, we never even chat. i donno what happened. not very use to not to have him buzzing around me... i miss those feeling. i miss those days.

sometimes now, do really feel alone. set in the dark corner, really alone. empty in the heart. no warmth no light. it's not that those close to me are ignoring me, its jus that, i dont wanna disturb them, slowly all getting busy with life, busy with their partner, busy with work, school and so on and so fore. sometimes, even, i sleep alone. really alone, no one at home...

dorts.. why do i look so pity huh? ... dorts leh.. i wasnt like that 2 years ago okai~ haha... because of the one tahat ignore me la, make me so drama for like 2 years liao... dorts can... last time post where got so emo de... roar~!!!

okai la... don say le.. next time post some happy happy de post. =p

=D muackz.... ps, aaron darling... TAKE GOOD CARE. miss ya lots...