等待

我早已習慣，早已對它感到麻木。再等上半個世紀也無所謂。等待着久違，神秘，復雜的愛的到來，它的出現。

或許它已出現，只是我沒去握緊它。或許它只是個幻覺，是個虛擬的感覺，是個假象。它真是讓人懷疑啊。

可能是我把東西看得太理所當然了吧，要的肯定要得到，即使讓我盼，我也盼得到。但，最想要的，永遠都得來不易，可能都要不到。

我把東西看得太簡單了，可能是我太快了吧。我都還沒認清你，怎么知道你就是我所盼的那個他呢？

好了。。。沒甚么好傷心的，沒甚么好不爽的。

最重要是你過得開心，過得快樂，過得幸福。我說過了，愛不是占有。。。

我不是要顯得自己偉大，我只是不想讓自己太傷心。

=p

not to worry... jOjo is still here... after 2 bars of chocolate and 2 sticks of ice-cream, =D
he will be fine la... he thot things are to be sweet and had so much hope put in again... haha... i think he need to keep some back again to prevent the self-repaired heart is being smash again...

thank you all these while... let me felt i am needed again. =D

dorts.. sound so emo can... hmmm... i want 2 years back that joJo~!!! i want him back. hurmp...
i'll try and get him back.~!

bleah... muackx.exljfvi