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Wednesday, August 20, 2008,

Sunday went for chanting at wilson's house. morning till evening... then am quite tired... then met edgar for dessert at hougang mall... went home... slept

and woke up... so fresh~! was monday morning 5am, and i still got time for breakfast can.... ahahh... went to camp, then went home? ya... monday at camp very stress and emo la~! i went to the toilet and sit on toilet bowl cry.. omg.. like so drama la~! brrrrrr.... stupid "wotss", fo eat shit and may all evil things cling on to you and nv let go. =D

then went home... was bout to slp at 8pm, qi en called, and chatted lie 30 mins? ya, then he hung up.. and cant get back to sleep le. and so i went online, chat and things... then chatted with xiaokel and nicholas till dawn..

then went to camp.. work and took half day. met xiaokel awhile and went to met wilson for movie and walk walk... went chinatown for dinner. and xiaokel, nicholas, gerald and jason were at chinatown singing, so we joined them. then after singing, me nicholas and xiaokel went over to jasper house for mahjong.. haha.. got win a bit.

then after mahjong, went to camp. ahha.. omg la.. nv really got to rest.. then jus now after camp, went to wilson's house to make some head gear... ahah... where on earth did i get so much of strength... =)

so now, am at home.. ya...

since then, is you i only see... what ever you do, u'll have my support... wat u want, i do all my best to give it to u... i know how u feel when u tell me things.. i went thur all that. all i want, is you to be happy. i don wanna see you sad.

u told me.. i am only and can only be ur best fren... i cant do much, i cant fight much, so be it. i cant ask for much. i wont ask much.. seeing u falling for someone again, is a happy thing, but see u being slowly getting hurt again, it hurts me more, i cant comment much also. i only can do things to make u don think so much and make you feel happy.

when time pass by, i hope i'll change my feeling towards you from "someone special" to "fren", and let you have less heasdache... i'll be your support.

someone told me.. say that i am bias.. nv see me treat ppl so good for so long already... dorts leh... oh well.. wat can i do? =).

take care all~ muackx...

11:17 PM