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Friday, August 22, 2008,

thursday was a nice day... was on mc coz of stomache flu. then rest at home till dinner time. thank you for agreeing to accompany me for dinner... thanks you for making my day a happy one. i saw ur a bit "crazyness", ur a little "hiao-ness" , ur a little "high-ness", so cute... haha...

i had porridge today. and ya...had some kuay as well... i really wanna thank you each moment with u around.

as i always feel, days without you can be miserable. wanting me to let go is really not that possible now.. u always told me seriously not to put too much hope, but when did i really take these words seriously? i jus don wish you are jus some passing by wind. not recieving ur sms, call and things make me so worry, make me so uncomfortable. tried so much ways to hide this feeling and tried not to care.. but failed to. hmm..

I want you to be mine. i donno why... i jus want u to be by my side. i don mind your posessive, i don mind your lazyness, i don mind you being moody, i don mind you being forgetful... i really don mind seriously...

how i wish i can spend every moment with you. how i wish i can hear your voice every now and then...

always, there are dreams bout you, each time get clearer and clearer.. i don wish to tell u. why? coz i am scare that if i tell u, things wont come true. very silly of me. but ya...

seeing ur blog, blogging how u feel for that day, ur mood and everything, not one day i seen is a happy one since... i really don wanna see u suffer this kind of unneccesary emo things u know.. always see u talking bout A and B and see u emo over it.. i donno what's the point. B sees ur blog everyday, so do i. i am not comparing what i've done and wat he didnt. its always B and B and B.. jus that, i am jealous.. =p

i am emo-ing over things la.. coz if i directly tell u all these, it may be an awkward scene, and will jus bring it thru without much touch on it...

told u that i am always ur support, no matter how u fall, u can be assured that, u'll have me.

this is me.. u don't need to tell me things like don waste time on u and things like that. i know what i am doing. if i deem that the time for me to move on from u to another. i will automatically move on. but now, in my eyes, i see the one and only u... and really, thank you. =)

take care... *ps.. very emo and touched or not huh? hahha.. like very serious hor my words... dorts leh.. wei he~! bu xing le~! =p

muackx. take care all...

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