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Well... what a week. lol



dunno how to say. been very tired...



dun feel like putting my hands into anything. if things goes out of hand, then will see what i can do...



i dunno how to put my words.. hmmm..

i'll wanna see what can you to to the people around me. =)

ROAR~>.<
NEH NEH POK~!

si bei pek chek when someone accuse u of something u never do. and ya, its so f*ck up when someone blame every other thing else except him heself.. oh nin nah hiah~! KKKKKKNN

nothing much, not anyone u all know la.. haha.. is someone sooooooooooooooo ppppppsssstttttt*** sprayyy***** sars~! neh neh pong neh neh... some contractor in my camp la. blame weather, blame this blame that.. dorts leh... then still accused me leh.. implying that i did something to some machine to mae it not work.. nin nah hiah, the one that touch the computer most, is you hor~! argh~ pek chek.

okai.. yup. don say that liao... say liao also like that. =.=

okai.. okai.. =) went to camp, almost late. went in, then do some work, then edit something to give my store IC to do up a manual for the store. finish everything, wanted to smoke, lol... I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY CIG. neh neh.

so ya, wanted to take half day, lol.. HQ TPT coming to my camp at 2pm.. cannot take. roar~~~~
so ya lo... then ya, 2pm is when the contractor came la... NEH NEH~!

ya, after they left, i sleep a lot.. coz very tired.

then ya, time to go home.. yup, here i am.. and ya, going bathe and go bedok. =D going pb house.

ta ta.. hugggs

neh neh pong neh neh~!

how are u all?

ha.. finally cleared some problems and doubts... back to normal self.. haha.. wasnt normal for the past few days.

yup.. like the way it is now. continue this way k? like what you said, you like the way we are now.. and ya, in the toilet, lol.. the TOILET, thought through a lot of things in there loh.. and ya, KAN KAI le~! yeah... so glad. =D

my "past" i really am putting u behind. as for you, =D we'll stay the way we are now.

didi... =) happy u talked to me.. see.. talked to me can clear lots of things okai~!? heehee..

oh happy day.. =D felt happy today, but people will still have their problems.

take care everyone. =D

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woke up late today. took a cab to camp... then went to report sick.. and ya. back home now. on MC today and tmr.

have to rest le.. so stress recently.. omg.. donno over wat also. lol..

its raining.. take care all..

huggs.. =)

oh shit you~!

msg me on msn yesterday... omg. you were the last thing that appear on my mind before i slp. i dont want it.

living under ur shadow, its such a damn f*cking irritating thing. leave me alone... but can i let you go? i am trying very hard to.

"if i were a boy" - i think you should listen to that song. it suits u very well i think. yeah, but u're jus a boy.

u choose not to understand. come to think of it, are u really sorry? omg... i am emo-ing over u. sh*t.

i know that i am slowly gettin over it. and yes, i will...

and no worries, thanks for ur concern. i and him are doing fine. don't come and disturb. lol...

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ha... jus now went chanting.. lol.. tired lo.. i think i need some sleep.. =)

today i jus miss him so much. so much so much... =) good to hear that he's doing fine. how i wish i stay near him, no doubt we are jus a bus away. but its not near enough.

hmm... take good care B. <3

i'm back faciing the world...

and i don wish the face reality. oh well.. stupid me.

idiot

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ramdom thots~!

its not getting me anywhere...

tried to spice myself up everyday.. and i did. but end of the day, tired.

i'm always in the possition neither up nor down.

i can imagine myself over possesive if one day things got right. but is all that i am afraid of lossing you.

where's my old self?

"its jus emotions taken me over, caught up in sorrows, lost in my soul. but if you dont come back, come home to me darling. dont you know that, nobody left in the world to kiss goodnight." - destiny's child ~Emotions

ït has been many years since i've been in love, with the real man i had given up on love. i didnt think a good man exsist in the world, i was tired of seaching. Because of relationships I've dealt with in the past, couldn't fathom being monogamous, When I least expected it, I found you, and because of you, I know how it feels to be in love" - destiny's child ~LOVE

time had changed, things had its way. maybe, as someone did asked me, ïs it better for you all to be friends only? wont it be more happy for you?" i replied,"maybe?" ïts like, you've been persisting so long, wont the feeling be gone? and it will become more a friend then a lover?" and i replied,"maybe? for me, i think wont, him? i donno."

thinking through, why am i always dwelling over this?

is there better things to do then thinking all these..?

eveyone thought we are an item. oh well.. when i tell them, we are not, it stunned them.

should i jus take it easy, live on. it comes, it will come. then do nothing bout it.

i did once didnt sms him for a few days, trying to get on with someone else. but i cant.. i still made the move to sms him..

receiving his sms or a call, is like a candy for a day.. sweet and refreshing.

i raised my voice at him once, he replied,"dont hav to shout one lo" i was stunned.. i was too eager to meet him.. but it turn out bad.

most of the post are all on him.. ha, anything new? =.=

"he's ur motivation in life now. without him, you look like a zoombie~!" someone said that to me.

"tired leh"

"huh~!" duck squeeking sound.

oh f*** i am doomed~!

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haha.. blogged so much bout him leh... jammed leh hor... too bad la, who ask me to like him so much lo.

today is saturday. maybe going s'pore flyers.. maybe la, see him lo.. oh ya, stanley and demson going.. but maybe he don wanna go lei. donno la.. see how things goes lo. lol...

time to sleep.. been to mahjong at midnight. nv win leh.. lol.. k la.. slp le.

goodnight all..

take care. =) miss ya lots lots, love deep deep.. <33

SORE EYES~!

saddened..

darling b.. i miss you. hmm.. somedays, i felt that i am giving you lots of pressure, and made you donno how to react to me. i am sorry.. hope things really do work out well.. we all had our own things to forget. and hope we'll always be around for each other.
i am trying hard to help u forget him, but i know it only proved a little help. i don wanna see u sad, i don wanna see u emo. i really hope the past can jus be the past..

DiDi~! lol. i finish emo-ing liao.. but some of it u know what it is about la.. hohoho..

SORE EYES~! lol

pain.. =(

ya.. i am quiting smoking.. BUT I JUST BOUGHT A PACK OF CIG.. lol~~! =p
how can? haha... anyone help me to quit? DARLING B~! you are suppose to smoke lesser too.

oh well... take care all... HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP.

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friday after blogging, slept immediately la... lolo.. 3pm.. and ya, missed out a lot ppl's programme... 1 is benji, he asked me to accompany to kovan.. 2 is kelvin, should be meeting for pheobe birthday celebration, but ya, wasnt there. 3 is ppl ask me for mahjong.. and i actually declined it and continued sleeping and the freaking 3.45am, saturday morning, kelvin called me, and ya, i fianlly am fresh enough to answer his question..

and gotta know things happened on friday night..

so ya, saturday.. afternoon met kelvin then accompany didi to check up for polytechnic. then went to eat then went over kel's place, didi place, then to pearlyn place.. then after that, to cine to meet up with kiro and terence.. and jonathan laogong came along. weiwen also, nicholas laogong, gerald and andy lai went off first to PS. followed by kel, didi, kiro, terence, pearlyn, went to maxwell area first..

then met up woth stanley and aaron darling. then ya, went down to maxwell market.

clubbed~! PLAY.. yeah.. last day of PLAY, close for renovation for 1 month. lol...

and ya... enjoyed today no doubt seen some and heard some ppl that i don wish to know that they are there.. buy ya.. enjoyed..

kel... i am always there for u. =)

reached home.. and i moved my sofa into my room.. hohohohoho.... =D














i treasured every moment we are together.. hope things will contibue to blossom and time goes by... seeing u, will always make my day. hugss. <33

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nothing much this week..

met up woth kelvin and alvin almost everyday.. xiaomin and pheobe was at malaysia frommonday till yesterday night... met up with them too.. oh ya.. they bought a t-shirt for me too... =D

yesterday took halfday accompany kelvin to see doc, ya, sick luh, but ya, main reason also to take mc la.. lol.. reach bedok, he already finish consultation le.. so ya, after that, went to suntec to look for jonathan laogong, but ya, he change location, to orchard...

so ya, me and kel took bus to suntec first, played catch catch.. but ya, nothing we caught, lol..

so ya, went to PS met jonathan laogong.. he was with eden wee.. then awhile more, gary and sebas came.. we walked to selegie road to have our dinner and ya, thought of having tauhuah, but too full le...

so ya, went over to cathay to meet alvin didi... so ya, jonathan laogong and eden went home, gary and sebea met up with jonathan wong and went off.. so me, kel and alvin went to grap something to eat again. after that, alvin wanna catch catch, so ya, went to PS, and ya, HE CAUGHT 2 TOY.. dumbo and mickey mouse... =.=

so ya... then went back to bedok.. OMG it was raining so heavily... oh well, gotta meet xiaomin and pheobe.. so yup.. got to go over...

slept over at alvin didi place with kel... hmmm.. didi... don so depressed la... things that are destinated to come, it will come. when u really ask for something, it may not appear to be what you want... if things do happen, let it happen and do it great... don be stunned and borthered by things that i dreamt... =)


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jOJo suddenly felt so lost... losing his way... nothing to look forward to.. someone or something, please motivate this poor kid. =/

missing you.. <33

yes~ finally again.. friday after sun-tanning, went eat, shop, then went sing song... with kelvin, alvin, xiaomin and ppl... then went PLAY.

saturday slp at home then night do wat ah? lazy to think le... then monday on MC...

monday got high fever, cough, flu.

tuesday went to camp. then came home. met kel and alvin, xiaomin i think.

wed, omg.. very sick, took MC from camp. then went home. kelvin and alvin came over hougang to fnd me.. i was too sick to go anywhere..

thursday also forgotten do wat liao.. lazy to think la.. lol

friday took halfday. still feel sick lo.. lol... in the night met kelvin, alvin ba? shit~! i think hor, at night ah, my memory not very good leh.

sat nv go PLAY. got ppl say no guest list that day.. so nv go lo... pay go in, a bit sian-ed half..
so that dau went to watch kungfu chef.. yup.. okai la, a bit boring.. hhaha.. but with kel, alvin, xiaomin, kiro around... =D was nice.

then went back slp... sunday thot got nian geng.. but no ppl call leei... maybe is my HP low batt ba... lol.. so ya... i think lonathan laogong will kill me.. =P

haha... now rest, slack.. stay happy..

goodnight all.. i miss didi.. and of coz.. kelvin. =)

huggs.. <33