=)

who do you miss?

You found your happiness.. am happy for you. and as expected, seeing it with my own eyes, it seems that i am really the last to know.

somehow i know u will leave me... i have no regrets. people can say that i am stupid, foolish, lying to myself that someday things will change then.. i know it wont change a thing. but still treating you the way i treat you, i think is right.

thank you for giving me this chance to take care of you these few months... maybe since last monday, you've already find me annoying, why not just f*ck off right? sorry..

but...

helping someone to keep a secret, end up a lie to another.. i am lost somehow. =)

should i say this now. i never leave you behind, and i did love you. take care.. i am always there.



what a long time since my last blogged. am quite busy with things now.. tekong, people, temple, show...

finding some time for myself, to catch a breathe. its tiring..
oh well.. its time. =) take care.