lets start from friday.

went out in the morning to cck cemetery to pray respect to the ancestors. then went to beach road for buffet. and met jonathan for lunch. after that, went wellness house to ban gong.. reached home. had a sleepless night. was thinking bout how to break the ice between me and someone. was also thinking bout nic prob. was think bout kel's pms and stuff. was also thinking bout vin's emoness. also worrying bout my grandma that fell on her butt.

sat, was at home. thinking thru all those things above. skip breakfast, skip lunch and had only a little dinner. things was not resolved. =/

sun, went to meet wellness, briano and vincent to jurong for chanting like at 11am. reach back home at 9pm. met benji at 9.30pm, came home not too long, and went to meet esther. 2am plus. chat with fren till 3am. was downstairs and was accompanied by a cat that sticks to me so closely till 4am. came home. accompany my granny. chat with her. massage her cold icy hands. prepare hot water for her to wipe herself, made drinks and prepared some food for her. 10am, jus brought her to see chinese medicine doctor.. finally she's slping. but she will wake up and need ppl by the side. =/

its so hurtful to see love ones getting hurt, emotionally or phyciscally. =(
hope everyone is really fine. really..