Monday, December 14, 2009,
something is seriously wrong.. =.=
must you treat me this way? i dunno you know.
it's like, i'm like so tired, so stone. i still do bother to go and ask bout ur well being, and this is the kind of nonsense u gave me. i seriously dunno you. suddenly, really, i dunno you at all. juat this less than one month is more than enough of unnessecery nonsense you creat. thinking that the whole world had gave you trouble, thinking that whole world back faced you. had you ever even think of people's feeling in the first place? had you even think of what you had say made people jus dun even bother to face you?
maybe, if u see this post, you may be thinking, "anything, just come up front and say, why be like that and hide everything here, no balls......" or wat ever. but then, it's jus a post for me to express my feelings. i have no where to turn to.
i've really changed a lot for you. i dun see why you didn't even appreciate. i did so much, for who? it's you. do you even know that. you can go like, why i bother so much, i can jus leave isn't it, no one ask me to stay and make myself so miserable. but, i jus dun wanna see you get hurt.
because of this thinking, i keep all my not willing, all my anger, all my flame. everything. as what people said, since when did they see me not bithching bout things that doesnt go my way, since when things will nv go my way. jus because i see you as part of me, i gave in.
every word came out from ur mouth, words that came thru msn, it's like needle. i just accepted it. i never did anything to you. never... i dun wanna return those needle, it will be very painful for u. i cleared so much so much road for u to walk. did you know? u once and again, dug ur own pit hole in the road ahead...
u said i wasnt the typical aj u met. of coz i'm not, coz i change to suit u...
argh~! i'm so pissed. =.=
you have ur own road to walk, i have my own. i wont leave the road, coz the road is mine.
1:23 PM
