omg~!!! i was awaken by a nightmare... =(

i dreamt of my my grandmother dead again. =( this is so saddening... the dream was, i was slping, and i know my granny pass away, then i dun wanna get out of bed, dun wanna face it.. then my mom came in and scold me, it's already the fact. accept it.. then i cried until i woke up... hmmm... =(

i dun want anything happen to her seriously... haiz..
at home this grandma also sick.. omg... if 2 grandma got anything happen.. i tell u.. i gonna be so down, very down... dunno what will happen. =(

haiz... things are not going well... oh well.. jia you. =D