Sometimes.... i wonder, sometimes..... i doubt, sometimes..... i feel, sometimes.....

i really don't know. =(

i want an answer, where no one can give.

Today...

again.. i find no motive in life. sleep the whole day. felt damn emo. but still, life goes on. =)

went to larry house with eugenia, then came home. ate chocolate, cool myself down. ate some more chocolate, felt more happy, had jelly and had cup noodles. when i took the cup noodles to the kitchen, ~~

OMG~! i saw something crawling in the dusbin. and ya, i took the Sheltox and SPRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY the whole dusbin.. near by the plastic big also got sound, i SPRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY again... then omg... KAR ZUA~! faints... i throw the 2 big kar zua downstairs.. thenm spray every corner of the kitchen.... aiyo... so scary can. and ya, after an hour, faints.... 4 more kar zua appear, dead.

omg.... really leh... so scary can... then i sweep them on the duspan and ya, throw all out of the window... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww... x(

NOW MY HEAD IS DAMN PAIN.... got a headache.. got a shock by the kar zua(s)...

DIE~!!! go die.... x(

hmmm... how long since i've blogged? omg~! 3 months... lolss.. like almost die-ed

so much of changes since May. i'm not working in Subordinate Courts of Singapore anymore, QUIT~! lol.. but create some trouble after that. oh well, was all resolved.

broke up with mr C, and we both lead our life seperately. one day, i think was july 14, was on the way to Spice Cafe, he msg me, "why nv contact him?" i was like, why cant you contact me? but ya, i ask for a break-up. and we went seperate ways from then, ending a 3months relationship.

its sad, but what to do, seriously, character differs really can't click well. my frens told me that he's jus using me, oh well, i dunno. let it be gone. =/

=) and ya, knew a few new frens... one one them is Jooyu, know her after the hair cut with ernest. We went to elton's house for mahjong, teach her a little of mahjong skills. and thats how i know her. =)

and ya, another one is Hayden. know him on the mahjong table too.. was on 31st July. it was a overnight mahjong session at kelvin's place. 30 july was someone named, erm... erm... forgot the name liao, he came with hayden. but ya... forgot. lol... jus nice hayden was sitting the "shang jiao" of me, so i keep staring and giving weird weird flirting facial expression, he streessssss booo... lol... keep giving the tiles i want. lol.. and he still remember it till now. lol.. HE ASK ME TO BLOG THIS~! lol...

so to say, mahjong table bring strangers together. =)

yesh... this pic was taken like not too long ago, at CCK. a little gethering with eugenia, kelvin, noel, monster, tyler, and a 3 years long lost fren, cynthia...


well.. life is full of unknown and suprise..

time to change blog skin.. lols

<3 hugsss