Thursday, May 24, 2012,
There was once, someone told me this: You will be lonely soon after.
I was thinking... will i? never will i, and i will never feel this way. what i have is myself.
But come to think of it... i am quite a loner. No true friends, no foes..
When everyone treat you as the Earth, this is when the loniness starts.
Who can i share with when i am happy?
Who can i turn to when i am sad?
Who can i seek help when i am in need?
Is this what the Earth is feeling?
People used up all they want... They need your help, they ask from you. When they are sad, you are the one there.. But when they are happy.. They forget you. Clean from their mind.
Suddenly felt very useless. Age of 24, currently not working. No say in things. Know things half past six. Always thinking that the World is just so awesome, so beautiful, full of life, full of hope... internally, who knows what i'm really thinking? i am a very emotional person.. seriously emotional. but i appear not to be... who knows? who cares?
I am sad.. really sad.. i don't know what am i going through now... i seriously don't.
Who can i turn to...? Who can i depend on? who can give me an answer to life?
the emo Jojo is back...
8:30 PM